Forbiddium is the taste of things less the cost of its measure.

November 29, 2006

Part 20 Ozone Hole

Joel Akin

Part of every star has a heart. The heart is the beat of the star and it is called the Arcadian rhythm. Each star that God created had a direction and that direction was to focus its energies into burning off the excess energy that surrounded it. Now most of who see stars think of them as huge balls of hydrogen filled with other elements that are in constant fusion.

Fusion, as most know it, is composed of a triinium type reaction. The first part is the excess heat is ceated or pressurized underneath excess mass. This excess mass heats to a boiling point and then there is what would be called a mass reaction. Mass reactions are where the pressure of the elements are mixed together into a solid, not a liquid. This measure is meant to create an elemental jointing. At this stage the star is still in the building stage. This means it is not ready, as yet to ignite. Now when the joining of the star is complete there is that which we call a circulatory system that begins to take place for the star takes on pores. Each pore is composed of a reaction from the heart of the star. Think of it as beginning to pulse, not yet beat. The beating of the sun is yet to come. Now the sun heart takes on portions of chambers as the pressure builds and the pulse begins. It is the chamber of the heart that begins to grow. Now the chamber of the sun is really its heart and the pore are really its arteries which are beginning to pulse out with a mixture of liquid elements meant to build up on the surface.

This creates a system of concepts which are broken into measures. Now I speak of systems and measures much and it is important to understand something called the x-cemic weight of a star. The X signifies that which would be the entrance of the pores and the x signifies the fluids that are being pulsed out. These fluids are measures of the element of the heart of the star and its components reflect the type of star that it will become. If the star is to be green then it takes on measures of magnesium and copper with a taste of forbiddium. Well, someone has to joke about stars. Forbiddium is the taste of things less the cost of its measure. So lets say that a star had a desire for helium yet hydrogen was the only element available. How then do you arrive at Helium? The answer is you send in a request to the heart and the heart process it so that it becomes an element of the heart. Helium would create an advantageous procreation of mixes which would become the partial source of the new element.

So lets explain it differently. Imagine that you were a star in the process of forming. The mass, which we will call star light, has been forming around you for centuries. You are ready to take that star light, that energy, and create mass from it. How do you do this? You admixture two elements called Tri and lithium. Then you take these two elements and you mix them so they bounce around as a molecule of mass. One mass, one molecule made up up the tri. The tri is the excess elements cast off from a star and carried as energy. But energy eventually runs down and then its nature changes from energy to energy. Now the energy of one is not the energy of the other. They are both energy just on different levels. So if energy changes, and it does, then the energy is transformed into a different element. So if a hydrogen atom of energy is burned and it become an element of light and is sent off into the cosmos it runs and runs and runs from galaxy to galaxy to galaxy and its nature remains that of hydrogen. But if it chances to hit the heart of a star then that mass will pull it in and that mass has the power to change.

Now if there is something in the heart of the star called the heart chambers and if those chambers are gifted with change and transformation abilities then what is it that gifts them so? The answer to that is time. Now time, as we know it, is a curse to us men because we age, grow wrinkled, loose our hair and other parts and we subsist on dreams of regeneration.

Yet we exist with something called a heart and like the sun our heart contains three chambers. The first chamber is that part which we will call stone, the second we would call flesh, and the third we would call wood. Now if we want to understand the nature of things in this universe we’ll try to pay attention.

Now all things are built upon the measure of Gods creation. In ancient days, before our time, men had arisen to the stars and created ships that could transform planets in a week. They had grown and grown until something happened that scared the scientists to within an inch of life. They discovered Wisdom. Now you may not see anything wrong with having wisdom but I don’t speak just of the ant or of the bug. I speak of specific intelligent creation. Writings placed within the very highest order of thing by Wisdom congratulating men on their discovery.

Now you may wonder what this would do to men’s minds who ‘believed’ in God but didn’t really believe He had created all things with wisdom

Psalms 136:5 To him that by wisdom made the heavens: for his mercy [endureth] for  ever.

Now it was His wisdom but it was also part of Wisdom nature, or that nature which was of women. And it was such a shock to find that Wisdom existed let alone the power it took to create these works that they, men, went out, and sought answers as to what they should do.

Now the last thing you would want to do is throw away wisdom. But that is what they did. They threw away wisdom because there hearts were filled with fear. Not all races just all men. And all men meant that they had cast aside knowledge, which was of God and in so doing they cast aside their own future. For they said “If Wisdom is this terrible to us. Imagine how much more terrible God must be.” And so they grew so terrified of ‘a God’ who could make the universe that they lost their understanding and they turned inward.

Now if God had created them and created their world and their sun you would think it would just be a matter of running into a hole in the ground. So what did they do? They went out to their sun and said “It is the source of our terror. Let us take the heart of it and hide it away in our world so that we might create realms within the earth to hide ourselves from the knowledge and sight of God.” So they went to their sun and they took out of it one of the heart chambers, the chamber of iron for it was the crown to the heart. And they placed it within the heart of their world. And they went out to other places where man dwelt and they stripped the suns of their treasures not caring what their purposes were for and they took those things they found and they brought some to earth and some to other parts of the universe. And it became Sin to them because they had cast off wisdom. Those prophets who warned them of their evil were ignored for man on put on a spirit of fear and it comforted them.

And they built chambers within the earth and they placed fusion reactors in them to last for all eternity and they hid themselves within the rocks of the earth. And they cried out to one another “Hide us from the face of God for we are greatly afraid...” And it was a time of terror unlike any time of terror.

Now with the iron crown they melted it down and spun out the heart of the earth and put it in the sky despite Gods desire to the contrary. For we were not meant to have a moon in the sky though sometimes God allows things to happen. Like a child being birthed in the heaven so was the moon to men. For the light of their sun grew seven times dimmer and the light of the moon provided light for the dark side of the earth to comfort them from the face of the stars. For the stars sang for Wisdom and they longed to hide their faces from the wisdom of God.

And they said “What shall we do?” And one said “Let us create a song which shall be to all stars. A song that speaks only noise but no wisdom.” For to them wisdom was like a song that gave grace and goose bumps of glory. And yet despite the majesty of the sound men feared it and cried out to the Lord until Entropy came. And that single voice of Joy was lost amidst the great confusion and there were none who could hear or sing or have their being.

So Wisdom said “If men reject me then I shall reject men.” And she went out and created a Wisdom Eld. A weld. And it was built in such a way that only a man having the perfect love, perfect faith and perfect hope of God would be able to pass to the other side. For to any other it would become a source of terror so great that men would faint and fail along the way.

And so she created it and brought in women who had been tormented by men. Rose and Grel, Gerel and Fari, Truth and Liberty, Hope and more. There were those who had fallen into prostitution, those who had been turned into slaves, those who had been broken by Sin. And from these woman that came at first she helped to build an empire. It was an empire of women unlike anything the universe had ever see. She created a world where wisdom and knowledge of God were welcome. She created a refuge unlike any other. She created a place of safety but it wasn’t just so women could sit around. She, like many of them, wanted revenge upon men.

Now I could say that the revenge they held in their hearts was one of purity and purest love. And for some it was. But there were others who did not want purity. They wanted to fight. So from them she had them train warriors among the women so they created the very first Marines. With all respect to the Marines of this day. You were not the first. You inherited your name from these women. For if you take your name apart it means to Mari Nes. Call them women or queens of the sea. And sea in this case wasn’t just the ocean of land but the sea of time and the sea of war. It was these first Marines that were run by a woman we know as Cassiopeia. She was an angel and she was one of the most ancient angels that had existed. She ran the marines like a hard tac brass officer and kept her marines in tip top condition. They were the guardians for the Hope Med Ici ship.

Now there were other warrior groups as well and if we think that inspiration of Science Fiction and Fantasy is only a result of this age we are wrong. They lived it before we wrote it so get that straight. There were those who became part of the legend of our world. Women who were ten times stronger than a man because some had been born on heavy gravity worlds. Some had acclimated to earth and walked among us and we gave them no attention. They were the Neo Mai’s. The new corn, the new wisdom women. And they took it to a fine art form so that their abilities grew and grew until they were a major threat to the evil plans of men and spirits that encrouched upon earth.

Now the lives they lived were built on principle. They had wanted to live a life of purity and holiness before God. But God didn’t stand in the way of those who fought. He understood. He realized that they would be tormented under the power of men and so he sponsored them.

And that sponsorship meant that he talked with them and trained them in the way of Faith, Hope and Love. He created shields for them that allowed them to hear and understand Him without them losing heart. For there were many who were discouraged by the endless setbacks. It was literally a war of men against women even though there were many good men during this age. Most men carried the Gen genes or carried the Grel genes or carried the dark genes. It was a twist of time that men sought out knowledge so deep that none saw they were going inward instead of outward. They created their Frankenstein’s because they had forgotten the wisdom of God.

In the course of this war they became the women of hope to entire nations. There were few who did not recognize the El Rod carried by Hope with its cats head. And there were few who did not know the meaning of snakes wrapped around a pole. This symbol is older than we realize. It was an ancient symbol that signified the wings of victory were chastening the whips and the pain they carried. That toxin. That sting that became the focal point of Sins lie.

Perhaps this story is hard to understand. Perhaps its became there are sometimes so many aspects to it that we forget it has been going on for a long time. We want the story to be simple. We want it to fit within the logistics we have created in our world. Much better to believe that way then to think that men were foolish enough to cast off Wisdom and God in some bygone age. Why the thought of that is ludicrous.

Unfortunately we live in a similar age as man grows towards the fruits of his labors he opens boxes. And sometimes there are things he does, such as create deadly viruses or play with terminator seed or make nasty weapons that are contrary to the work of Wisdom. These things lead men towards a path of destruction. Not towards a path of life.

But if we go back into history we see that this story isn’t new. There are those that rose up again and again and again to destroy the works of God. And each time men fell into the dust, into the grave, into death and no one knew why. So what then does God do? He searches out for men who will take on leadership positions in His kingdom. He searches out for those who will put Him first. And he searches out one who’s desire is towards Him in all things so that He might teach Him.

Now if that is all God wanted then surely God would have His man by now? Well, lets just say that God created man so He might have fellowship with him. And that meant He created man to have absolute free will. Predestination arose because of Sin and thus men are predestined to the works that they do. And men fell into Sin but when all is done and said it wasn’t Sin, nor Death, nor liberty nor anything we understood that really stood in the way. It was a creature that arose in long ago days named Gens.

Gens were the spirits who were part of the world that was. They increased by taking the blood of men and living on parts of it so that the blood remaining became anemic. It didn’t work with women, just men. And as such it was the hope of the Gens to found a new race but the building of their race depended on several factors. One was overcoming God, because He thwarted them at every turn, and the other was to overcome time. For time or Time was given into the power of an Elf who just happened to have two friends named Arcadia and Entropy. And it was his desire to separate his ‘self’ from things that hindered. So he cast off his knowledge half and that became death which went into the tree of knowledge of Good and Evil.

We’ll call that his spirit sel. He then went back with what we’ll call his wisdom for only women had been granted the true gift of traveling in time. He returned to the true El’s, the race that existed on Mars at the very beginning of things. And he warned them of the dangers that were coming. They went out and they changed the nature of two of their children. One was Freya and she was sent back to the very beginning of things. She was one of the few who had not been touched by Gens. The second child was Frost and he was sent to the very end of things. It was their desire that somehow their two children could find a way to stop the Gens from destroying all life.

Now Time had become an old man, for his lifeline was reversed in the land of wisdom. The El’s were not bothered by the entrance into the second heaven where Wisdom dwelled. They carried the love of wisdom and of knowledge. I call them corn and peas.

But somehow it was another time of war for the El’s brought with them their own wisdom and that wisdom was a young girl who had been hurt in some way in the brain. She had lost her reasoning and had lost her understanding and had become simple. What no one knew is that she had been parched by a spirit that carried the knowledge of the beast. And that beast tortured her mind until she submitted to the simplicity of thought. For from that word simple we get the word monkey today. And it was that simian forbearing that went into the realm of Wisdom. The neo mai. The new wisdom. And it began to spread in that realm until Wisdom herself saw that her realm was being broken apart and it seemed as if there were no one in all the universe who could help the first or second heavens for they were being corrupted by evil.

She, Wisdom, turned to God and sought His advice. And he suggested that the third heaven became a refuge of grace. But he saw the future written in blood. And He knew that unless he interfered in human affairs, in a way He had never done, that evil would carry them down to their death in a way that spoke of eternity. For none could fight it.

It was a time of terror and error and failure. And it seemed not one man, woman or child, beast or creation was exempt from this scourge of scourges. And in it was written the epitaph to mankind. That whatever was destroying us was doing a thorough job and so subtlety that no one knew for sure if it was men or if it was spirit. For if it was the latter then they had to be destroyed, whatever they were. If it was men then what was that flaw in men that made some of them so evil?

To find out God had to walk among them. And He did. And He made a discovery about the common man. He liked them. They were easy to get along with in almost every case. And we spoke of men on earth. So it seemed that man was willing to speak with God, for He never really told them He walked among them. He just had it said in scripture that entertain strangers for some entertain angels unaware. For just as some did not recognize Jesus so they did not recognize His father. And God walked among us and we treated him like we treat others.

Time passed and the story worsened and we found ourselves back on earth. The Hope Med Ici was stuck in a land mass of the southern tip of Florida. A land base was set up by the Marines who had survived the blast. They were called Amazons by the inhabitants of the area. It was a strange time for they existed in an earth realm where what little sun came through was weak. Ice was building up and eventually swept down to Cuba where it reached the stil line. The end of the earth for it then dropped into the depths below. It was hard to understand how this gulf worked but it was edged by ice but along its height and along its middle and along its depth there were still connections, still land bridges. And some of those bridges were created by the pour. And it is that pour bridge which became a name for the poor of that time. For they were not able to afford the tolls on the few land bridges that existed. So they waited for a pour to form and then they attempted to walk across it before it fell into the abyss. And sometimes there are things about falling that one wants to avoid with all their might.

Now the history of the pour is a great part of this story. For it was the pour which became the story of the rejected. Now the rejected were those we will call part of the royal line. Those who forged a soul/spirit cast found themselves able to entertain in the mind of a beast and even in the mind of a man or woman or child. There were creatures we call storns that could subsist in the depths and had ways of coming out of the deep. That was in the deep wells of the earth. It was those wells which were hinged and blocked up so that some of those storns could not escape from the prison in which they were kept. Some called them Gens or Geni’s and they were the creatures that would help ‘grant’ your wishes. Let it be said that they were mostly dangerous creatures and very few of the Gens ever got their lives right with God. The main reason is they saw themselves as gods of the earth. They built up empires and stole men’s minds and stripped them of their reason so that none could think straight. Yet those who subsisted on the royal line, that is those of healthy lineage, were able to resist these gens because of what I will call their worth in salt.

Sin works by stripping the potassium from the cells and then carrying it with added messages to certain places within the body that are then coded. For example when Sin desires to carry a message to the foot it is often in order to create a link. That link is the line and the line then becomes the bread crumb trail that others can follow in order to leave their gifts. It is a truth of things of light that those with intelligence have one gift. They can carry the proverbial mote of dust. It is so infinitesimally small that most of us say its worth is minimal. But think of the sun we spoke of earlier. It goes from monad, single atom, to dyad, duatom. As some might add a dua tom is like the joining of two tom cats.

The end result is a scratch fest and the fest becomes a fester because male and male parts don’t add up when it is inside the body. And those two atoms are contrary to nature and to the natural rhythm. To add to it means that they attract dust, dirt, filth to the bread crumb trail and that creates a multitude of problems which plugs up the human body.

Now in the story of Hansel and Gretel they went into the deep forest where they laid out a bread crumb trail so they would not get lost. But the birds of the air came along and ate the bread and they became lost in the wood. There are meanings to names and Hansel’s modern interpretation is Gift from God. Yet if we go back to it origin Han speaks to the body of sel or salt. A person who is worth their salt.

Gretel, on the other hand, means child of light in modern vernacular. Taken into two parts we go back to its ancient beginnings and find that her name speaks of heir of knowledge or perhaps just graceful.

We had mentioned before about the Ka’s. They were a group of angels who had been part of the Hope La and the Ships law. They were men and woman who had been gifted with abilities to fix and repair that which might need help. They had been cast down to earth when their positions were broken by the disaster to earth. As such they became part of the cause. The cause was built on two premises. The first was to find a base to operate from. The second was to find a purpose.

When men fell and their knowledge fell that one who lead the Ka’s, believed that men would rise again. He believed that as the key keeper to knowledge that was stored in the abyss, and they were one of few groups who had access to it, that they needed time to work for them. But there some called the Ka She Tel’s who wove a new pattern. Among them were the She Ban. The ban clan were a group of women who wanted to found a new race because they believed that it could be an eternity before men or Hope Med Ici rose up again to positions of power.

In a way they were right. They held the distinction of being the only angels who were pure white under all the dirt and grime. There were few places to wash and purify oneself and those places were usually guarded by men. So they left the dirt on and soon they grew used to being black angels. Perhaps in some ways it is the reason that men grew to fear them. They were called the Ka’s and it was because of two reasons. First scavenger birds like the raven and the crow grew rich and fat off the leave offerings. Some animals had a natural inclination for such things. The next is when men forged a weapon called the Inclination. This nation developed a cause of their own which allowed them to chose a new path towards animals. And many put angels within that group and it was a dark path for those angels who were inclined. Inclined meant to turn away from ones natural path and desire was the main instrument of dire behavior.

When the path inclined inward those Ka’s were swept into the war that took place between the Shel Tee’s and the Gen Lot. It became a battleground over the souls and bodies not just of animals but eventually of humans. Those who came into the storn path, to demons who walked amidst the dark wells and deep pathways, they created for themselves a filthy road filled with dead men’s bones and rotting flesh. They were the degenerates and they could boast of strength greater than any man could conceive.

Then there were the Ka’s lead by the stone killer. It was he who held wisdom in his heart and who asked men to aid them. But none of the angels knew why they were cast aside as so much garbage at first. That is until they learned of the inclination. It was that forging between mind and fer that created a link that did not seem to have any edge beyond the abyss. It was crows and dark creatures that many of those who had fallen into the abyss who found that birds flocked its pathways. And those bands of birds became inclined and declined again and again until they followed pathways that were woven into their nature. Pathways that skirted dark regions and pathways that wove patterns into the earth. And it was the She Ban. The women of Ka. They were those who decided that the Ka leader and angels under his authority would wait for the rise of men once again no matter how long it took. They were impatient and sore from flights within dark realms, like bats, like creatures of the night. They swore a pact that they would seek out a new leader. And they cast off the writing of their name. No more would they carry the She Ban name. From now on they would become the Ban She. And they tore up their emblems and their clothing and went naked into the world. They took on the taste of Fer and it changed them so that they devolved. They were the banished ones. The women of myth and lies had submitted to Sin. And they became just part of the lore of the earth. The Banshee’s of time.