Did Moses play a role?

December 7, 2006

Part 27 Ozone Hole

Joel Akin

Were there people left inside the earth after the great cataclysm or cat a clysm? The last word signified that cat had a clysm or a great problem. And that meant there were three things she and her crew could do. One is try to find another exit, turn around and go to the surface, or head to paradise.

Paradise was the only option and from it she and her crew were taken into the heart of the city of God. It was there that heaven was and it was there that Gods home was. Now some may ask where this is and the answer is found within scripture at the base of the mount of the Lord. So if the mount of the Lord was the home of God then the mountain was His. Now some would say that proves nothing but think of it as a stepping stone for the Lord. A base of operations from which He could enter into the things of men and into their affairs. And if the mount of the Lord existed then it was something that was based in Israel.

Now some would say Egypt but I’ll say Israel because I believe that there were things that Moses saw. That is the main reason why I say Israel. It was the things that God showed him from the mount where He lived. If He brought Moses into the promised land then he, Moses, would have to become part of the last day story. That is he might be one of the witnesses of things not yet received. Think of the two witnesses who come to Israel as being the two who were least in the eyes of themselves. This means Elijah would be off the list, in a way, because he saw himself as the last of the prophets. Yet he mourned because he said “If I am a man of God who then will I follow” and that is close to scripture. It is close because it didn’t happen. Now if it didn’t happen why is close to scripture not good enough? The answer is if it cannot be proved by scripture then it never happened.

Now do you believe that? Many Christians do and I tread carefully amidst those things on the ground that writhe because they want to reach up and strike me down for that comment. So, how then do I reach up to you and tell you that if God is with me as I write this He could tell me the entire life of Moses and tell you he wrote the book of the Pentateuch with his brother Aaron who was better with words than he. That meant his brother went at least once to the top of the mountain with Moses. And if I can prove that by scripture what do you then say? You say “I never saw that.” And so then you think “Maybe he might be right in other things and just writes weird to throw us off track.”

Well, if I throw you off the Gospel Train then I am moving along with you and the only things I throw are those that get treaded beneath my feet. Call them snakes. So if you are a snake you will judge me and I will cast you down where the roll of the rails will not tread so lightly.

Now Moses was part of the story and that is better than the first part. The first part where Aaron went up to the mount of the Lord was when he got in trouble for building a gold calf. Yet the gold calf was built of gold which means that if his brother had gone to the mountain top, which he did, then he would have problems in getting this story straight. First he was at the top of the mountain and second he was able to see what was happening below. That meant that his brother might have been able to see his brother in some small way. Now that is one interpretation and probably a poor one. The second interpretation is that as he goes up to the mountain top he finds a man who says “Why do you want to go up to the top of the mountain when God might strike you for being on sacred ground?” Now that sounds official so lets see if it means something. It was on this mountain that Joshua and Caleb were leveled, which meant they could not go back or forward. They were guards at the gate but they could not go past it. This meant there was a dividing line and that line was the gate to heaven or the world of Eden.

Now if you can find that dividing line it is still there in Israel and some have tried. It is the only place where you can enter into Eden without a dollar. A dollar was the raise you received for the welt you got. A joke because those at the gate kept strict record of those who tried to enter into the gate and it wasn’t easy.

So if the gate to Eden is in Israel already and is still under spiritual guard, then there is a chance that Aaron was allowed to enter in to see those things and help his brother write the ten commandments. And if he saw heaven and was there when Moses died, he would have been granted access to the promised land. For the promised land was not the land of Canaan but the land of heaven. That part of heaven which connects Israel to the gate of the Pearl and the Pearly gate is in heaven.

Now this sounds like fiction so lets look for proof. Lets assume Moses went up to the promised land and there he found that he had been given a pass which said “Allow this man access to the promises of God...” Now the promises of God would not be Canaan nor would it be the pearly gate nor would it be Hell nor would it be the Grave. After all there was a fight over his body and his body had died. Satan doesn’t fight over a dead body and if those on earth think he does they are wrong. This could only mean that Satan wanted Moses because God was protecting the body in a way he had never done so before. And that could only mean that God intended to reuse that body because scripture says “He hid it” and no one in all the world can know where but I do. He hid it inside of the Holy City of Jerusalem. And it is not in the wailing wall nor is it at the gate of perdition. It is inside of a well and that well is called time.

Now I know you are like me and consider Moses a holy man not to be trifled with on flagrant ideas and concepts. So I will write down at least two points to prove what I say. And these are not even conceivable to you at this point.

First Moses was alone. He was built from grass and he was designed from mud. He was part of the overall construction which went into Egypt. His body was filled with their food and their love and their adoration. He carried a heart that had been filled with knowledge of their ways. Yet he discovered in Egypt a new technology based on ancient practices. Those practices were designed by men and they had given men a new base of operations. They had thrown out the old and made everything new and Moses had trifled with those things. He had become imbedded within the quality of those who call themselves spirit and that is one possible reason that Moses’ body was argued over because he didn’t die.

Another possible reason is that Moses had been given insight into God and God had taught Moses the secret of eternal youth. If they were on the mountain for forty days then God taught Moses much of creation and much of those things that had come before. Moses wrote those things down and had carried that knowledge with him wherever God had put him. If that knowledge was of life then that part of life was embedded into his body. That means that Moses again would not have died in part of his soul. And that means his soul cold not be given over to the Angel of Death nor was it able to be given to heaven for he carried the sin of Egypt. This meant he had to bear it all alone in a place of time.

Now again this sounds like Science fiction and speculation so lets keep going. There were two men that we meet in history like unto the son of God. One was found in the fiery furnace and everyone assumes it was God or His Son. Now if it was His son then it was Jesus before He was crafted. If it was the Holy Spirit then he walked in the fire in physical form and at present the Bible doesn’t speak of him as having physical form. This could refer to an angel and it could refer to someone else but lets make a hypothesis. Lets assume that if Moses had to be hidden and taken forward in steps he would be brought to a place where he could be hidden. In the first would be to bring help to three Hebrew children. That would be consistent with the way God works. He would take them into the fire and there they would meet with someone they knew. And that would be a spiritual knowing because in heaven you don’t have to go around asking names you just know because they carry a name tag written in your heart. Think of it as an easy way for you to say “Hi Bob” and Bob replies “Hey Joel. Heard you’re writing a book. Hope it goes well.” And that would be Bob from heaven saying those words to me if I happened to be walking by at that moment.

In a way its as if we people of earth were under observation. So if I am writing a book and I consider this a book, then it would become known of in heaven. Why? Because I’m friends with God and God says “Hey everyone, my friend Joel is writing a book. Its cool.” And so that would be the way everyone would know it.

Now we should mention God wants friends but He prefers that He makes them here on earth because then He will know that in heaven they will be sincere. If they wait to get to heaven to be friends and spend an eternity harping then the silver cord is liable to cut off because lets face it, even God gets tired of harpsichords. A play on words so don’t cut the strings to God. He really will be your friend there but wants you to be friends here first so you can do more than just talk away for an eternity.

Now, we were talking of Moses as being one of the witnesses. Remember that Moses comes back and really does appear in Israel and fire does come out of his mouth. Now I speculated before it might be Time, who was a dragon in a way. He held time so fast that the rest of us had to drag him along. I think that’s how some dragons became like dogs? The second dragon really was a dragon and that was the Death man Erich. You wonder why I call him Erich? Lets just say that is his best interpretation of his name. Some of history called him Arak, and some called him Deth. So if there was an Awk it could have been death as well. Don’t worry New Zealand, you won’t sink into the sea. Just be part of history.

Moses had a sister and she was Miriam. She was the only real sister he had and that doesn’t include his Egypt lineage. There were some there that were burned by Sin but a few loved Moses so much they became part of his family and joined him on the journey to the Promised Land. They were part of the freedom court and that meant they didn’t play with the dark wizardry that tried to steal away the thunder of God who didn’t need magic or ploi to fulfill his will. He just needed Moses to be sure because the staff was just a staff. Now there are things we’ll add to this chapter to make it cool but that staff was like a leaning post because Moses was big. He was seven feet tall and that isn’t a joke. He had the gift of gab and could talk proficiently but lost it when he went into the wilderness and became humbled by his failure and the murder of a man named Alter. Alter was not his true name but it is close. Alter was probably the first man that Moses killed in his life. He was a slave master and they whipped men for a living. He had been given a leash which was pronged with nails and it was built to destroy a man and if you went under it you would die.

Now killing an Egyptian by a prince was an acceptable thing but in the eyes of God and the Egyptians and the Israelites it was unpardonable. They wanted this prince thrown down and so if he had remained they may have succeeded in having that done. So he had to flee into the desert where he became part of a tribe we call the Bedouins. They still exist and they were still part of the tribe and they are still part of Israel. And Israel should remember the next time they come for citizenship that they are the ones who took in Moses and cared for him as a son. And they loved him as their own. It wasn’t his father in law who wanted him to leave after forty years nor his wife. It was God. And God wanted him to leave so he could return to Egypt.

Think of it this way. Moses had killed a man and spent forty years running. He had gone into hiding and it wasn’t just a good thing that he did so. The people of Israel needed a man to free them from the ten plagues that were coming to Egypt. They were on the way and there was nothing that could be done to stop them. Now the Bible indicates Moses brought them to Egypt and that is true. He became the forerunner of the knowledge which God saw would happen. It became and was meant to be a curse that had been cast towards the people of God but God turned it around and it went after the Egyptians.

Now this doesn’t sound Biblical because it goes into a different scenario. I could prove it but lets leave the proof of it to a different time. I get wore out in my writing and every word and title of this doesn’t need to be checked to see if it is valid. All you need to do is follow one thing. Your heart. If your heart tells you I’m off then nothing I say will change that. If your heart speaks well then maybe God does have a way to speak to you. If you can’t hear from your heart then maybe you need a tune up. And that means Jesus is the only one who can become the way or weight of the heart. That weight tends to give us balance over the weight of the world.

Now Moses was born in a country place near the city and it was close to the realm of his home. That realm we speak of is time. Time was meant to be part of this story and it was meant to be part of the birthing of this story. So I had better explain a few things. If Moses was up and walking in the furnace and if he was a member of death, as in his body died, then who is it that saw him but a man from Babylon who wanted the Hebrew three dead. He wanted them dead so he heated the furnace up seven time hotter than it was meant to be. This killed a score of men who were forced to throw themselves forward to get near it. Not just to feed it with wood and coal but to burn away the garbage that kept falling out. The king didn’t care who died he only cared that his word was not being fulfilled.

Now when we deal with a spirit like Sin it is a spirit that rises up to fight a man in his head. Nebuchadnezzer was a man who fought sin and it was a spirit that rose up in the earth. In the previous chapter I mentioned that Sir Rocco was part of the cadmia layer that encircled the earth. It took a generation for it to fall. Scientists call it cadmium but it was part of the tree and that tree was the Sampo.

Now Sin is the spirit that ate up men and threw them out. It was he who went into men and forced himself on them again and again and again until they whined or cried over the bier. Sin became the dark star on earth that entered into every man through that cadmia layer. It weakened men and it took their level of life and brought it to a new low. In a way that is part of this story. Without that cadmia men would be healthy but not free of Sin. He is also a spirit and that spirit is the part that took the king to a new depth of rage. It is Sin that took that curse on those three Hebrew children and killed a score of men who had nothing else to do but obey. They didn’t have faith or love for God they just had pain and suffering which ended with a spear point. It wasn’t them who threw in the Hebrew children for they were Jews. They were people who suffered the most under the lineage of Nebuchadnezzar. It was the Jewish people who have suffered from line to line until they desire to break. And that break was meant to be part of this chapter. And it will be. But there is a spirit that wars with me to stop me from writing the things God wants me to write. He hits me with a contrary desire and I don’t always hear it but I always feel it. Like a whisper in the ear to turn right instead of left. A whisper that maybe there is something wrong at home. A whisper that maybe you forgot to turn off the burner or the lights or left the garage door open. It goes on and on and on and on and on and that is what Sin built into the nano. The nano is part of the history of earth and it won’t be found based on knowledge of men today. They look and they won’t see it because its carried in the blood. And the blood looks fine.

Its like the new heat ray the military wants to use. It looks fine but if they use it on civilians it would destroy the insulin sheath that prevents people from getting diabetes. And that means if it goes into production within thirty years everyone hit by it will develop diabetes. It is the most dangerous weapon ever created by man because men will destroy their own minds with it. It will build up a cascade which means it can’t be seen on initial scans. The cascade is designed for men to fall into a pattern of living. Think of it this way. If men build it the machine will kill nearly 300 million people within thirty years. That isn’t just a prediction but a warning not to play with radiation on any level unless it is shielded by metal. For metal does protect and those people who scream with agony are being killed there in a way but that is another story for another day.

Now this isn’t meant to be about weapons its meant to be about Moses. Well, maybe the weapons they had back then were simple based on fire and sticks called Rods. Some want the rod to be mystical like the Egyptians. In reality they were tricks based on conjure and mystical chants that said something like “I fool you stupid person with this metaphysical chant that means nothing” and people hear “Gobba gobbedly gook” and are convinced the spitting cobra is really the the guy pulling wires and hooks in the background. Because the dark magic of the Egyptians wasn’t real. It was hocus pocus.

Now if there is a real magic on earth of evil it is one thing. Through Satan. So don’t mess with him. He will bite you to mark you and if you play with his things he will strive with you. And if you ignore him he will laugh and if you fool with him he will mock you and he will tie you up and spit you out. That is the way it works and it does work for him because he uses advanced technology. Not supernatural power. Some think supernatural power has to exist because scripture says so. In reality scriptures says we wrestle against powers and principalities of spirits in high places. And those high places are things like the moon or outer space or even beyond this solar system.

I won’t joke about these things. They are real and grays are really just cattle. That is the truth. They’ve just been changed by a story that I’ll write someday. They were designed to be tossed into the furnace by angels, not to eat, but to end their lives when they fell. And that meant they were fallen by the numbers beyond count.

Moses had a friend and that was Aaron. He saw Aaron as his best friend and Aaron had one flaw. He was little in his own eyes. He saw himself as a failure for he had a big brother and he seemed confident and God liked him and he wasn’t anyone. He saw himself as the kid who had little for he was of the Hebrew children and his brother was the Prince of Egypt. And not only that but Aaron had a sister he loved and Moses loved and yet they don’t talk much about her. It was as if she were influenced by people of our age. We don’t pay attention to the sister but she was a girl that loved God. And she was receptive to the need of those who were part of the story including the Princess who found Moses and cried out to God “A Hebrew Child. What do I do with it.” For it was dirty and filthy and not clean like some think. The reed basket would have been jointed with mud and the swaddling would have been damp and Moses would have soiled himself as he was swept rapidly down the river. It wasn’t a slow river it was quick. And no one remembers the crocodiles that watched the basket with hungry eyes. They don’t know one was huge and would have eaten it with one gulp. 22 feet in length. And that was the smallest of them. Some reached 30 or 40 feet and they were the biggest creatures of that time. And here was a little girl who was not afraid to run along the side of the bank? This was a girl of vast courage and she needs to be remembered. For her heart was after her brother continuously and she loved him enough that when it finally reached the floating palace, not a temple as some thought, it was there that the princess reached down and left the scrubby basket in the water. And it was torn away by the current and within a minute a crocodile ate it. One gulp and it was history. That is how close Moses came to being history. One minute.

So how did his sister then let the woman on the floating palace know it was her brother? She didn’t. She didn’t say a word. She just stood there and watched. And she knew if God wanted her to say a word that it would be her death sentence. For a Hebrew did not speak with royalty. They stood there in silence. And if she were found so far from her home for it was several miles that Moses traveled, then it would be a crime punishable by death. She was Hebrew and looked Hebrew and the princess knew it. The princess was a princess and history will record her name as Salaya or the Queen of the Mephertiti reign.

By the way, I don’t do research on this. I write it by faith. Which means I don’t know if I am right. I just write what God shares. It is hard to write this way because I carry emotion and tears. And some say it is channeling. Its not. God shares with those who are burdened when they write prophecy. They share it with the church and the church is blessed. I don’t play with Satan I just write. And that is my calling as a Scribe and an Assayer. One who weighs and balances words to test for veracity. I may make mistakes but those are mine and not Gods. So if you want to judge me then just me because I don’t go out until afterwards and add things. And that is mostly true because sometimes I add my own knowledge.

Now you want proof and things are hard to come by when men have lost that age. It is mostly gone but someday there will be a man who will write more history and I hope that is me. If it is accepted. First hire someone to research it out and see if there is truth in it. If so then give me a call and tell me. If its false, well, false things tend to fall by the wayside and are lost.

On all sides of the Nile there was scrub brush which made seeing that little girl of four difficult to find. On top of that she was partially hidden by scrub and that scrub meant that she had to find a way to be seen. The only answer was to call out but if she did she could be thrown into prison or sold back to a member of the palace guard who would abuse her. It seemed hard for us to see a four year old as Moses’ sister but she was and she was a girl that loved God. God was part of their history and they loved him with all their hearts. It was a time of harvest and men had thrown their plowshares into the earth. And it was a time when clods of dirt were building up along the river and so she stood on one of those clods and it was the one that stood the highest. It wasn’t a croc that saw her it was the Princess who saw her standing there all alone. It was miles from help and she thought at first it was a mirage for no one walked along the river bank except those hired by the Pharaoh to till the land. And they did it with guards there to kill the crocs. And that meant there was only one possible person who it could be. The boys sister.

Now this meant that she had to find a way to bring that girl to her for there were no boats and the passage across the river was vast and deep and swift. And there were no people who could help because the Princess was alone on the floating palace. And that meant that she was a woman that had no one to turn to. So she threw off her clothing and swam to the child and carried the child back to the floating palace. It was a big place and it was huge and it was the size of a football stadium. And being alone was a mistake in one way for the princess suffered a rash from the river which was filled with toxins from a plant that grew on the side of the river called Chaff. It was the first part of the curse for the princess was allergic to it. Chaff was the first weed that she found a way to destroy for the Princess was a play time waiting to happen. That meant she wanted to be able to play along the side of the river and had taken it on her head for she was young, early twenties, and had stolen the huge floating palace so she could have fun.

It was the strangest of days and those who had to carry it back up the river by wheels were not pleased. It was the biggest thing they ever had to move and it took them a week based on law of gravity. The wheels were built into the palace and it floated but it also was carried underneath by wheels which paddled. So men went into the depth and pulled up their wheel and began pulling the wheel around and around against the current. That was like trying to paddle upstream and that wasn’t easy because the palace was built of mud and clay and everything else they could find along the riverbank.

In many ways this is a funny story and it was never meant to be. So history forgets and we think that people forget. But her father, who was the Pharaoh, just laughed and laughed and laughed until he cried. He loved the story and he saw his daughter had a rash and he knew she had been in the dirty water for it was filled with all manner of refuse from a civilization that didn’t know enough to keep clean. Pure water was a luxury which they hoarded for the king or the Pharaoh. There really was a king living there from the palace of time but no one knew it. That was Moses and Moses is destined to be a king in Israel but not the king of kings.

Now Moses grew up in the family and it was the princess who cared for him. She had a daughter she called her own and that daughter was the little girl that protected Moses on that journey down the Nile. It was a story that is remarkably that that of Jesus who died on the cross. He was carried into the depth of the earth and was weak and had no power of his own. Some hate that thought but think of this. He died from weakness and from loss of blood. He was carried to the grave and they rolled the stone in place. And yet somehow there was a miracle that took Jesus from the tomb to a place into the earth. Who took him if he was so weak after all he had been through? The answer isn’t God. God was in heaven trying not to cry. It wasn’t the Holy Spirit for He hadn’t arrived as yet. Everyone thinks it was the Messiah but it wasn’t because he was too weak to move.

Whoever came that night, and it wasn’t an angel, had power of Time for time was the one thing that was needed to bring Jesus to a place of healing. Now some will say it belittles the time period mentioned in the scriptures. It does if you want it to be belittled. It doesn’t if you see if from prophecy. Prophecy is written so we might know what happened. He was carried into the grave and into Hell and you don’t go there unless you are ready to rush up and fight. Jesus had to fight in the natural and his body was just in the process of being healed. He was a fighter, true, but even a fighter needs rest and Jesus proved it by sleeping when he could. You don’t add sleep to a supernatural being. At least most people don’t think so since scripture says God doesn’t sleep. He doesn’t he just rests. And rests means with eyes closed to take time off from a long boring day.

In this case Jesus didn’t come up to heaven, he went down to the grave. And it was there that he met Death. Death was an angel and Death was a friend and Jesus was dead. So if you are dead but in your own body what happens next? You are carried down to the grave and the grave wasn’t paradise but a place within the earth where the souls of those who are under the altar cry out day and night “How long oh Lord.” And it is those people, men, women and grown up children, who carry Moses because he died and was carried to that part of the world. It isn’t in the earth nor is it above the earth. It is just in a realm where time doesn’t exist. And so if Jesus was there preaching for a while that was his choice for they were those who were captive. Captive meant they had been trapped in a mirror world so long they didn’t know it was mirrored.

You want to know if this is paradise and it is. Paradise became the part of the grave that was alive. The other part was of death with a sting. That was Sin and Sin wouldn’t let any soul rest if it belonged to him. He went out and began adding souls to his collection and he built up a huge number until finally God had to break men in half. That is called dividing the soul and spirit and it is not an easy task. It required whittling away day by day by day at the nature of Sin until all of sin was removed. It meant that Sin had to be thrown out until there was nothing left. Yet if the person was still there under all that rubble God took what was left and built up a home. And that became a part of Paradise. Para meant to repeat and dies meant to spin. So if you spin and repeat you have a wringer and if you dock at a port you have a dryer ready to unload. So think of it that way the next time you are trying to figure out if Jesus went up or down when it came time for dying. Getting the dirt out required a rinse and that was the resurrection. Now if that offends you then you were probably from either the Middle East or the Middle Ages when dirtiness was next to godliness. And if that was di then the dying to self became something Christ had done in the first forty days.

Now how long was he in no time? Who knows since there was no time to speak of. Like going to lunch, eating, coming home and you didn’t bother to set or reset the clock so everything is finished on the cycle of washing and drying.

Now if that is simple and still sounds hard think of it another way. If Jesus went down to hell and was part of the grave at the same time then who was in hell and who was in paradise? The answer is all men who had died and been carried into captivity by Satan. It is only in the grave that you can find Abraham awake and talking to someone who is across a gulf. That gulf isn’t Mexico or anywhere else on earth. It is a time space which is built on two points of the compass. As far as the east is from the west. And that is basically eternity.

Now there are two points to consider about the resurrection. One is that Jesus died and was carried into hell and into the grave yet people insist they are different. If they are different here is a thought for you. God is everywhere. He puts things he doesn’t want in the sea of forgetfulness which is the space between the grave, Paradise, and hell or Hell. It is Hell which is the first part of the dark domain called Time.

Now if Sin wanted Time and Time was meant to be righteous then Time was the first being and God would have been the second. That doesn’t seem possible since God was always. So think of it as a bridge leading to the other side. The other side is heaven where God lives but the bridge is like time. The only thing is time is above the bridge, below the bridge, on the bridge, over the toll booth, above the toll booth and so on. In fact Time is the river, the flow, the beginning of the river and the end of it. The only thing is when the river reaches the sea it is then that the river realizes how small it really is. And so it is with eternity where God dwells.

Now if Time is to be no more and yet there is to be a second death then who is it that will die in the future? The answer is no one. Those who become part of the second death will spend their life in the hold of a ship called Second Death. Second Death or Death Wish II is the basic assumption of the story. Each person who becomes part of the story becomes part of Second Death and are carried into Hell because they absolutely will not serve God. Now just because you have a tattoo, like acid metal, fog horn blues, Catskill twang or a thousand other strange types of music doesn’t keep you out of heaven. There are strange creatures that live there. The only thing is they have one thing in common. They love God or at least try. And that is their heart speaking. And if they are in heaven and love God with a heart that is continuously reaching towards him then they love what he does.

Now how did evil arise is a question to itself. It is the end of the story for evil wanted the end of all things. So God allowed those things to happen for a reason. He saw if men were given everything but they didn’t have a story to remind them they would go out and do wrong again because they were curious. So Second Death is for those who can’t seem to understand. It is not for those who love God and it is not for those who seek God. It is for those who refuse God. And that means Sin will suffer the most because he is more dangerous than anyone on earth understands. He is the darkest, most dangerous foe the world has ever seen. You cannot and I repeat cannot comprehend him. If you do then you are dead because only in Hell can you become a slave to Sin because he will treat you like chopped liver. And that means you’ll have a “Johnny, I’m on the first step. Johnny I’m on the second step” and so on until you frown, then you cry, then you weep, then you scream and then you mumble to yourself. And even if you survive his insanity you’ll end up dying because no one cares and no one can help and no one listens anymore because they are all mumbling to themselves. It’s hell and you had better listen lest you be found guilty of failing to heed the voice of reason in the wilderness of men who walk like trees among us.

All right, I had intended to stop because I had been to this part of earth before. Why? Because those of us in North America are part of that where God rested his feet. If heaven is His throne then earth is his footstool. But if there is a part that was the most comfortable it was that part God called under his seat. It was there that he kept the things that were the most precious to Him. For us it might be a toy box, for Hope it was her box of trinkets, for me it might be my room, basement, little kitchenette and so on because that is where I live. Yet it is those things I keep, my books mainly which provide me with relief and knowledge. And if I were to part with them I would be sad because I spent years collecting them. Its not that books are evil because despite what you think I’ve had more than one dream about Heaven. And Heaven isn’t just wandering around on clouds. Its about people and people who live and breath and have their being with joy. And I met Joy too and her two sisters Prosperity and Laughter. Those were the names God gave them because He foresaw they would bring great Joy to all people. And they were under the seat of God in a place He called Eden.

Eden wasn’t just of God it was the home of God. And it was the place where God kept His study. I only got a peek into it. The door was open and in the dream I was meant to wait while God had time to see me. But knowing me I got bored and wandered around in the mansion. And it was a mansion. I went into rooms not yet built and I went into the places called Time and Hell and the Grave and I bypassed a lot of people I knew. Well, I did have good and bad friends and they were there. Some were waiting in the Throne room and some were friends that had done me wrong. People I loved still but who had sinned. And they were there waiting to repent or wait for the singing to start. And they were not dead just anticipating the homecoming of the Lord.

It wasn’t just that there were so many rooms because I, being a nosy person went to every door in every part of that mansion. And many of them were in dark regions and those hallways were dark and they were without much light. And I thought “Why not try to see if any of the doors are open” for they were all unmarked. They represent the dream of every person on earth and it wasn’t just a small dream. For this was a huge dream. And it grew and it grew until it covered the breath of all things. And yet I didn’t stop exploring until I reached the end of the hallway. And that’s when I went downstairs to Gods home. It was there on earth that Sin had reigned and taken over and that was part of Gods house. It was in that house that Sin dwelt and these were people I knew. It wasn’t all of His family but it seemed some of the men, some of the boys were just having a little fun. And it seemed they multiplied and became evil. And somehow the family I saw was one and yet their evil was everywhere on the earth. And they were filled with evil so that every house was divided. And I saw them cry out to God and they didn’t care. Those who were in the house were in bondage. And those who left the house, why they were the family of God. There were no others who wanted to be there. The entire house, except for the lower regions, were filled with emptiness. Those were only a few people here and there that wanted to be with God and they were few in number. Yet God was there waiting for me to enter into the study and I didn’t know it. The door was open and He saw me as family. He saw me explore and He didn’t mind. Yet if I could go back to that moment and replay that one point I would repent for in the dream God saw my heart and He let me explore His house. He didn’t say anything but I know now one thing God wanted of me. It was to make me His son. I wasn’t meant to be left alone in that exploration. I wasn’t meant to be alone in a way that stole me away. It was just my impulsive nature that took me there. And I realized why I had not gone in. I feared the Lord. I feared who He was. I feared what I might find there. I feared it would be a lecture. I feared it might be a time when I would have have to drink hot tea. I guess I didn’t know that God was there. I waited and I waited but no one opened the door. His family came and left me there waiting.

Yet in all things, even with the tears I weep now, I can see that God allowed it to get me focussed on Him. It was there in the dark pathways of His house that Sin waited. It wasn’t at the back gate of Eden, where I tore apart the adamantine or as someone once wrote Adamantium gates. I didn’t understand why the people there cried out “Impossible” for they represented the Cherubim and Seraphim who were the guardians of the door. I didn’t know why God showed me bending them open. I didn’t know that only two people in all history could tear those gates down. I didn’t, I only bent them back as easily as if they were made of ribbon. I tore them apart and I walked through. And those who were there were those of the angels. And I walked in as if I owned the house and they didn’t say anything. I didn’t understand why one was called Caleb and why God called Him Satan. I didn’t know why he was of anger and was a child in appearance. I didn’t know who those angels were because I saw them in my dream as young teenagers. I saw their mother and she was an upset woman because someone had thrown her out of the teen room which reminded me of a teen room on earth. Filled with Cd’s and books and beds. And yet it was Joy that looked at me with a sparkle in her eye and she was only 12. And I didn’t do anything wrong, I just spoke to her. Her sisters sat there and we all were around one bed. And it was the four of us. And I dreamed this so it wasn’t as if I could change that part.

I dreamed this dream and I saw myself there. And I didn’t mention that they used knowledge on me as weapon. In heaven peas are weapons and they are hard and dried up but they didn’t seem to have any effect on me. What God didn’t say is they were flames of fire which came forth from their mouth. And if I had been evil they would have been destroyed. And if flames of fire were coming forth from their mouth then who is the second witness but a flame of fire? That would have been Jesus who was of the house of the Lord. Not of those who were Caleb or Joy or even Wisdom. But the house of the Lord and that meant another part of Heaven. A part that I didn’t see. A part that I didn’t know existed. It was off limits and it was the part of the house God wanted to be there with me to see. I don’t repent easily but I ask forgiveness of God for breaking down the gates of Eden. I didn’t know that I had the key given to me by Christ as do all men who make it up to Gods office. Its there that men come in boldly before the throne of grace. And it is the Throne of Grace where God sits to perform his function as King and it is there that God sits in the small grace and that is the office. At the time I thought God wasn’t in so I left. Not something you do with God but I’ve always been stubborn and willful.

Well, anyway you’ve heard my story of my visit to heaven. It was but one of many. I speak of these things and people hear but they don’t always listen. So if this comes as a surprise to my family its because God helped me write it the way it was meant to be written. From His viewpoint and mine. That meant He saw that I would keep going because keep going meant that God wanted to speak a message. And so that part is still to come. I want Him to get all the Glory and I mean that. Its hard for me to trust because I’m part of His heart for men. I know I’ve been to heaven so many times in my dreams that I don’t always think like its a strange place. I just go there and people say hi. But if there is one who treats me like Himself it is the Holy Spirit because in heaven He can’t see me.

Now that sounds like a joke but its not. There is a reason and one is I fight Sin in an unusual way. The other is because there is a war taking place in the spiritual and He doesn’t have time for nonsense. I’ve sat under Him in one of His classes in heaven and I’ve had answers and I guess that is where I figured I was invisible. I kept raising my hand, and I sat in the front row, and He kept ignoring me. Even his daughter Wisdom ignored me and she was His assistant. No one else in the class had a clue how to answer his toughest question but I did and maybe that is what started all this.

It began with a tree and it still is about a tree. And it began with a Sample of knowledge from God on the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. And it ended with the same tree. One was in the spiritual and one was in the natural. The two trees are one and the same. Just as there was a spiritual burden God gave me for the Tree so there was a natural burden God gave me. I didn’t know it for sure until today when God told me to get prepared to write about the tree. And it will be revealed in following chapters what is coming to earth. And it is those things that I’ll try to write with less humor. After all if I’m dumb enough to break down the gate of Eden because I didn’t know I had a key then maybe those doors could have been broken down also. And maybe I could have kicked out evil while I was there. Hmmm. Now I’m thinking. If I beat up everyone that was bad then those left on earth would be carried into heaven and they would fill the throne room of God to complain about something. I guess that wasn’t an inspiring ending so try this. Everyone on earth is to be carried to the Throne Room of God and it will be soon. There will be two sides. Those we’ll call the wolf division. And those we call the sheep. And it is the sheep who are the white and the wolf who are the black. Now if the black are still part of Gods family then God is going to have to divide them up again and again and again until all of them are pure and holy. And that means to begin with we have to slice them up until they have only pure hearts. And that means they need love. And that means they have to come up to heaven so they can hear a story. And that means waiting for God because God is going to put a sign on His door that says “Please don’t wait but please come in right away. I’ve been waiting for Joel to come in for two years now and that is true.” And if anyone out there wants to know what God does in His office then ask. For its a place of wonder and simplicity. Its a place He calls the home away from home. And what you see in a dream is meant to relieve you of burden and fear. What is really there is meant to be seen to be believed.

Now this story does have an ending and it will come soon. It is the first part of the history of the tale of that which was. The following chapters will get more interesting. I’m still a beginning writer and I like to write and so this is the dream of my heart. To be a writer. Its simple. Some want to be a doctor, some an engineer, some a mechanic. For me it is to write. And I’ve found a friend in Heaven who has given me access to His private book called the Law of Liberty. And in it are the names of those who were marked for freedom. They are those on earth who have been given reprieve based on one thing. A final work. How great it is if a friend lay down his life for a friend. Yet how marvelous it is if someone lay down their life for someone they did not know. Someone who would have died if they had not given of their own life. A life for a life. And that is the book of Liberty for the book is filled with story after story. And from that book I want to speak to you of Moses.

For in this story we started with him and I would like to end with him. It is said that if God had created a man who was huge in heart it would have been Moses. It wasn’t until he walked in the desert for forty years that he became a man that was gifted with love. It was in the desert that he carried a desire to rise up to something more than he was. He lived in a day when men lived short lives. They didn’t live long like today. Men lived and died by the age of 20. And that was because it was a dark world Moses lived in. It was dark because there was no light to speak of. I know men don’t find this part believable. After all God made the day and the night and that is true. It was the sun that was part of North America and by now it was shining brightly. Yet the earth did not rotate. It didn’t turn. It was built up by those we call the Hope Gang and they had turned the earth around by now so it was fixed in equilibrium. But it wasn’t fixed in the correct alignment so it was like the moon with one face towards the sun and one towards the moon. And it was this world that Moses came into. It was this world the children of the Hebrews were born into. They were slaves and they gathered grass. And they built things from mud and clay. And if it was difficult to see a little girl standing on the opposite side of the river it was because it was dark. Scripture doesn’t go into it for a reason. If men thought of it they would shudder with fear. For men in those regions lived underground as much as possible and they lived on food they found. It was the wheat that grew by grace that the Hebrew Children found and it was manna that came from heaven and it was quail that God found that gave them meat. Otherwise why didn’t they find a home where there was food? Why did it take so long to reach the other side? Why was there a divide, a wall on one side of the Red Sea and not on the opposite bank? It was because it was a mystery that men didn’t understand. They wanted that wall to be real and it was but it was of ice. And Ice was part of the wall that God had created with a wind that tore apart the world so that the women of Hope could create a rift. And into that rift they could clean out the interior of the earth. It had to happen at just the right moment and that meant there were things going on in the background which by Gods grace I’ll explain. It will happen step by step with scripture and step by step with Moses. And I will share his life in a new light and you will see him as the hero of this story. For he lived in this dark realm and he lived by faith. For he had a father in law who was hard but Moses had to become hard in order to love. And that love transformed who he was. And it became the history of time. And time isn’t here to see but I know if you could you would see God on the far bank.

And if you could see Him there as a small child He would wave. But sometimes there are things God doesn’t do because He had to become a brief light. A brief flash called a meteor which shone out from the reaches of space and landed there in Egypt just on the other side of Moses’ sister. It landed in the field behind her and it was real. And it was a real meteor. And the Princess of Egypt saw it and saw the little four year old girl and she thought she was a god who fell from the heavens standing on the lip of that little hill of earth. And she fell into the water. And she fell into the deep and it was a time before she could return to the top. And if this story seems to change its because there were two things that were wrought in that moment. A desire for it to be true and a desire for me to keep writing. Because if this really happened to the sister and Moses was in the water and the tiny craft had bumped into the raft where the princess was sitting. The Palace, the floating palace that was so huge in our mind? The one that we would have built up to the size of a mammoth edifice in the movies? It was a crude raft designed to be held together by sticks because there were no trees to work with. It was the work of the Hebrew children and it was crude. It was designed by them and thy had put in the seats where there were wheels made of mud and bulrushes. And they threw in their lives for two men died in its construction.

And it was those men who went to the Lord and asked Him “Why do we suffer?” And God said “Watch.” And they saw it, that flash of light. And they cried out “God, what was that?” And there was a small chuckle from Heaven and God said “That was a star I sent based on the wish of a little girl. She cried out to me “God, please don’t let my brother drown. Please help me because I don’t know what that dark thing is he bumped into. I don’t know what to do and I am afraid.”

And she was terrified and yet she clung to that tiny hill of mud until she had been turned around in her heart. And she saw the flash of light and thought it was an angel. And she heard the thump behind her and it scared her silly. She thought God had stepped down from heaven. And yet it woke up all of Egypt. It woke up the entire portion of that part of the world. For it was the first star that had fallen in more than a thousand years. It was the first star that had fallen at all. For it was the heart of Venus, the most precious gift the people from another star could send. It was the heart that didn’t work. The heart that wouldn’t go right. They threw it out and hoped it didn’t hurt anyone. It didn’t. It landed right where it was meant to. And it became the star of Venus and Venus was the beginning of trouble for the world but the first part of the story of the history that couldn’t be.