Vain children are still born today

December 18, 2006

Part 36 Ozone Hole

Joel Akin

Quote: Man carried a whip. It was called hay. Hay became the toil to which man fell. And it was the soil to which man held. And it was to life that men sought.

Now you can’t find man in this story. It belongs to a group of women. Woman are the toil of this story and they are the one group to which men owe their life. Now if men were alive today they would curse this group but most men died out and today men accept women for what they are. Most.

It is a shame that most accept women without love. Men are meant to love women without shame for who or what they are. If we look at them with lust it is our heart that is off and not our love. If we see a body of a woman lying on the sand it is okay to look but if she is alive we should not stare. For a woman has a body given to her by God and some women want to reveal it and if they reveal all then they need to cover up their shame. For if they carry an umbrella they carry a desire to share for that which is of the shade is of the heart.

Now women came from the tree and women were born of the tree and of the tree they brought forth fruit and it was called a child. Now the child was a male because most people want males but some wanted a girl. And if they carried that desire they wanted her to be free of sin. For women were not meant to be of sin but they were. And that meant all women wanted to be of fruit.

Now fruit of a woman is meant to be of child. And a pregnant woman who shows her fruit is saying “I am pregnant”. And if she is bearing a child that is her fruit. Now this doesn’t make her a tree but it doesn’t make her child a fruit either. And if the child is a fruit or two fruits want to make a fruit well I guess that is their labor in vain.

Vain children are still born today and they still give birth and they still call us who pride our self on life failures. We are called failure because they carry the line of Seth and that was a line like evil. They didn’t know that Seth was a fruit of the tree and wanted to be a fruit but could not return to the womb from where he came. He carried it to his lineage and it went into those of line to the throne. For the throne was of God and they carried it to heaven and from heaven they carried it to the grave. For they wanted God and they wanted his throne so they could toss Him out of a job. They failed but they did succeed in breaking the throne room and destroying the labor that had gone into it. And that made God mad so He said “I’ll never allow the fruit of their labor to enter into my rest” and He destroyed them whenever He discovered the fruit that bore no fruit. It was in Christ also and in men of this age who hate that tree of death for it bore no fruit it only bore pain and toil.

Now we speak of the Tree of Knowledge for knowledge was of God but of Evil was of Sin. And Sin wanted to destroy all knowledge and throw out all things. And he set about destroying life whenever he found it and men, women, even children followed him down until they were dark like him. Now this story isn’t about bad fruit it is meant to be of good. But I write it so you know that the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil wasn’t meant to be Evil. It was meant to be good.

But this tree was unlike others out there because it had such a weird history. It was an accumulator and that meant it was a tree that bore the lineage of knowledge. And that meant it could think. Now a thinking tree isn’t normal because trees are like studs and most studs look good on a tread but don’t carry you beyond the door. Well, an obscure reference I think to a stud that existed once who thought he was beautiful but loved men. We’ll call him Adonis. Adonis wasn’t meant to be beautiful he was meant to be beauty. He was a woman and they didn’t know this back then. So when they shared Adonis they shared a boy who looked like a girl who looked like a boy. Talk about Maury Povich. It was a game to them to try and fool people into having sex with whatever came along and men liked it and so did women. After all if you were Adonis and you had your choice of beauty you didn’t care what parts they had. You just cared about pleasure. It wasn’t meant to be a sin it was meant to be a joy. But men took that which was Adonis and stored up her beauty until they had made a game of it that the Romans adopted as legitimacy. And that meant if you were Adonis and you were a real woman who looked sexless people wanted to know if you were an angel.

After all there were those in that time who believed that men were men and women were women but angels were sexless. It is a tale that is told that men didn’t know a woman if she didn’t reveal herself. So men pretended to be women to get into their enclosure and that meant men had to shave and that meant they had razor burn and that meant so did women. And men and women didn’t care what happened but they spread disease because razor burn was flesh that was covered in sores. And that meant they spread blood and it was poison to each other. Didn’t matter if you were male or female. In a way that is one reason the Jewish people were kosher. They didn’t shave themselves. Some did but it was considered a sacrilege and if that meant anything then ask Samson why he did it and he would say I was feeling kinky.

Anyway those were the rules and men lived by them and died by them and Adonis, the real one, wasn’t anything to be admired. It was a fraud spirit concocted by a demon called Ado or Edo. They didn’t know what to call him for he was a youthful spirit that took after Ra for Ra was meant to be of youth. In reality Ra or Sir Ra was a bearded savage who called himself Ap for the dung that fell from the sky. And that isn’t how Apple came to be because apple existed back then. This is of Satan and Satan was the Ap that fell. So if Ap fell and ap pel then ap pel was the dung that fell and Ap was the man that fell. So being pelted with ap was like being pelted with ap and ap became ape and ape became Kong. And Sir Ra was an excellent example of devolution and that is the real truth of this story. For Sir Ra was the Ape that men worship today as their ancestor. They worshipped Sir Ra then and they worship him today. He was a dark spirit then and he is still a dark spirit today.

You say “We don’t worship him” but you do. When you say that man is the evolution of a species you take on the genus of that species. If you came from an Ape then you fell into devolution theology. It was real back in Paul’s day and they believed they came from an Ape. Why? Because Sin was Ado or Edo and he became Loredo. And the Lore of Lor was the Ado or the becoming of Edo. And Edo is that which Japan holds to their heart as being part of the honor of the Shidoo. And if they know these things then those are the people who have Edo as well. And if they hold to the Edo then there are those who hold to the Lay for the lay of the heart was the Ado about nothing.

Now Scientists don’t like words that make sense so lets ask them this. If man came from Ape and ape fell from sky then who is it that they follow? For if man is of God then they follow after God. If the Pope and the Catholics and other Christians follow Satan then they say publicly that they follow the Ape. Now that means there are two theologies out there and men follow one or the other. If you follow the Ape you are of Sin. If you follow God you are of love.

Now Ado or Edo was Adonis and if they spell it with two D’s they are wrong. Even if the Romans wrote it that way they were wrong. It is Ado and Ado is Edo in Japan. And in Japan are two zones. One is the dark way and the other is the green way. The green way we call Shi or Shi wei or Shi Fa for these were the ways of the li. And the li was of the heart and the li was of the la and the la was meant to be Japanese but they fell into Edo philosophy which they need to forsake.

Now this is true and I speak with authority for this is my right. I went to Japan as a spirit man and fought with the Edo and won. And I have gifted myself with what he stole from God and that was the I of the Do. And the I do means that I took only what was mine and left all the rest to Japan. In a way that is weird but they may speak to me as the Ido.

Now if this is of God then lets read it backwards. For Odi is like a dog and a dog is subservient to those who are of the edo. For the Edo is the ode and the ode is meant to be of the lor but the lor became the lore and the edo became the ode. And the ode to Japan is that Odi went there and was rebuffed by the Edo. Now if they are of the Green they want love. If they are of the dark they want black baal. He was a dark God who wanted sex with men. Japan is a cool country but it needs God and not mixes of men and women who don’t know what they want.

Now Japan is a neat country with neat valleys and neat ideas and neat concepts. It has heart and it has wile and it has desire for neat things. Above all countries on earth there is no one like them. They are wile and willful and have the ability to steal nothing but take things still. They love fish and finance and feet and give credence to the body. They love men and women and they love honor. They give and they gift and they honor with pride. They have hope and hope is their hope and give is their gift. Now if that means something then listen to this. You are people who were of honor in ancient days before the time of the Samurai. The Samurai were men who had held you in quell and stopped you from growing. They liked you as slave and salve and country of hurt. They took you and battered your children against the stones and called you vile and filth. You were their slave and they took it and made it honorable with those we call Sumu. Sumu meant men of honor but they took that honor and called it fat. They didn’t see the honor in Sumu they called it vile.

One reason is because you carry the Pirate legacy and that is part of the Japanese way. The Japanese way is of the heart and those who followed it left their treasure buried on the island of Su and that was part of an island that does not exist. It will and as a friend to Japan I lay claim over it so that no nation besides my friend Japan may have claim to it. I ask when it rises up it will carry the Su name again. It will be in honor of the Sumo wrestler who wrestled Sin and was a champion to the green. Don’t forget these words for they will carry you to the li. And the li isn’t of Sin but of God. And if you are careful you will see your heart lifted up to heaven and God will care for you there while your island is cleansed of that which is unclean.

For your island was meant to be divided and Sin stole it and wanted it to lie at the bottom of the sea. I saw this in my dream and I realized God was giving me an opportunity to play a role. So I took authority over the sea ledge that would topple Japan in half. It was called 5.0 and it would be a sledge of hammer blows that would cripple Tokyo and steal the joy of the country for day after day after day there would be earthquakes of 5.0. They would come by the hundred and they would destroy you as a nation and you would be divided into two parts. That which lived would be of the sea for it would settle too far into the deep to be revived. But God saw this and said “I will settle the account of Japan because they fought in the ring. And I will carry those of light away from that of darkness.”

And God saw that some desired righteousness and He chose a man among you to rise up and carry this torch to a nation called Israel. There you will give a demonstration to Israel of the way of the Sumo. They will not understand at first but they will carry it to the stars. And among the stars that will arise will be one called Olaria and it will be a new star that will come and guide Japan in her hour of need. It will be a star like no star in all the heavens and it will settle the account over Japan with a child. And that child will give birth to two spirits. One will be of life and one of death. It will be her child that will rise up to help Israel. And it will be her child who will help settle the difficulty between the two nations.

Now Japan is the Edo of the heart and she is the source of the joy. Now Joy of the Lord is that which is of the Green. The Green is that of the heart. Now Edo isn’t meant to be evil but he was. He was a man who lived there many years ago and found himself unable to steal. He couldn’t though he tried many times. He stole money but someone always found out and made him give it back. He stole people but they always found a way to free themselves. He stole land but the land always returned to the rightful owner.

Now Edo didn’t know that he was evil he just saw himself as one who didn’t know evil.. He saw himself as a man and as a man he loved God. But as a spiritual man he hated God. For that which was of Edo was of the good and that which is of Lor was of the evil or vile. Now Lor wanted to take that which was evil and steal it and take it to the star of Ola but she would not have him so he cried out to God “I have failed to survive.” And he, Lor, died.

Now going into Hell Lor said “I shall rise up and become someone in death.” And he did. He became a tree. Now a tree wasn’t an Ent or anything like Tolkien wrote about. It was a tree of death and it was an evil tree. It became part of the lang of the long and people followed it because it spoke of understanding. After all if people followed their heart and that was the language of the soul then language was something new. And if language really did follow men then men were the first beings in all time to have a true language. Then how could knowledge arise? By osmosis? No. By love. For love had its own language and people followed the desire of their heart and sex was that desire.

Now some would say that sounds dumb and others would say “Man, that is way cool. We’ve been trying to teach everyone that language since the sixties.”

And to be honest the peace symbol with the down line is of God too because if it were evil then if God saw that symbol and liked it enough to make of it a tree then it would symbolize the Sampo and those who were of the Ent would like it and make it their symbol. And if it were part of the Pentagram then the gram was the message that Satan wanted to add to make it evil. So think of this that the time of then was a time of symbols and the language was symbolic and those who lived then had to relearn life because if they came today you would be a word they would not understand. They would carry a symbol called Peace to you and Christians might convince the President it was an evil word and have them remove it everywhere in the world. And that would mean that all nations would see the peace symbol as the tree with no root. And that was the other symbol Christians came up with because that downward root meant evil.

In reality it was a symbol of peace and the peace was of the dove that lay its head in the branch of the tree. And so put a dove in the peace symbol and make it have more branches and it might look like a fur tree. And if it were a fur tree it might be one that would carry a cat or a Katalina up and down the branches.

Now if Katalina was Adonis then she had a lot of explaining to do about Edo. In reality she wasn’t involved in this story and Adonis is now little to do with anything.

Now if they do have Adonis as a label then peace brother. Don’t Su me lest the Japanese carry a sword to the sky and call it Rai. Now that might be the name of the rising sun. And if Olarai is the name of a new star in the heavens then maybe in the future they will call the new star life and death. For if this story is to be true then God will carry it up for them and put it there as a reminder to them never to doubt that God is in control. For in the heavens there is a new star coming that has already been made. It will be a pole star for Japan to follow when their fishing fleets go out and harvest some of the stock at the South Pole when the Interlo is fixed. It is the bottom of the world but they will harvest fish there once a month. Enough fish to feed all nations on earth. And if people get mad remember the Japanese are among the best fisherman in all the known Universe.

And if this story is true then those who are Japanese know that I love them even if I cannot speak their language nor have I been there. I flew over them once I think while on my way from the Philippines. They are a people my father loved and if someone out there knows of a special stamp collection put out around the time of McCarthur, Pre war stamps, send him a set because we boys, my brother and I sold it when we were children because we did not understand its true value. He worked with McCarthur in the building where McCarthur worked. I guess I need to do research on it. I know someday McCarthur will return because he went to heaven. And I know this for a fact that he will want to visit Japan to see if they have learned the legacy of the Sumo. If they have then he would be pleased for honor was in his father and in him and in his inheritance.

For if I can bring a strange story I will. For I will end this chapter here with it.

When Anobis fell to earth in a place in Alberta now called Newell he fell with a heart called La. La was of the Ent and Ent was of the witches who were part of the La. They were actually 12 women who had come from a far galaxy where the Dark Star had destroyed Anobis and all of his family. They had died in reality and all that was left was their seed. This seed wasn’t of God in the sense that it was of men. It was of seed of a tree and those trees came to rest in Alberta. They were not meant to be there because it was dark and very cold and very dangerous. Why? The native people called it Barren because those who lived there had no children. Those who fell there fell into the pool of cesium which existed on the surface. A pool of cesium had become a part of what we call the Bearpaw sea. What most don’t know is that Adam, the first man, had come out of the earth in Alberta. It sounds strange but it is true. It is also Deth or Anobis who became infected with cesium in his arms and legs and these things began to eat away at his central system. In this case his heart. Death was a good guy but that which was in his second heart was Sin and Satan.

Now they were part of the tree but they were also part of the host and that host was of the Spirit. That which was of their body was carried down to the grave and it, that is what controlled their body, crawled up from Africa and became a dark pall over that nation. And they were a dark spirit that carried men down to the grave in the sound of music especially the drums. The drums were not evil but the sound was a measure that Sin liked which pulsed and that pulse was so bad to men that they were caught in the sway and that sway carried them into the grave.

Now Alberta had a name then and it was called the well. And it was there in a place that came to be called Newell that a man was born named Li. No one knew him and no one cared but some among the people of that age called him the li. He was a man who had come out of history at a time in the distant reach of time and had become something more. They didn’t know what but they called it eidos. That which was saw from a distance. It was there that they tried to discern what an aqueduct was and they called it a waterway. And it was there they saw a land of Brooks and a land flowing with milk and honey because of irrigation. And these were the dreams that Death or Deth had. He wanted that irrigation scheme and he cried out to God “Help me for I see myself there as a man standing in the middle” and God didn’t laugh or cry just marveled for He was not just the one who saw it but wanted it also.

Now these were things that I saw as part of my future but I could not speak of these things for I was set in my past. I had become Fara and I had become li and I saw these things and I tried to behold them but they were of men. I became Fara and I became woman and I was part of Eve. And so this was the word that Fara wrote to that future for she wanted it also. It spoke to her and it spoke to the La and it spoke to them so loud they cried out to God “We are Ent and not women.” We cannot see except in symbol for this was the way of Ent. And so they all cried out to God in symbol and God saw and wrote a song and said I will sing it if I can read it. And it became See La for it meant a pause that refreshed. And it was His heart that cried for a rest to Sin.

For of all men none but AM knew what this meant. He became part of that I Do, that I will, that I want more than anything to see a world of peace and hope like they saw in one age. Ours.

Now you might laugh and say “It cannot be” for we were men who wanted Armageddon and Hell and places filled with laws for men and women. But the people of that age we call the age of Ent, was the age of people who saw our day. And they looked for men who would fulfill it and they were puzzled because they said there were none who fit the bill. None who wanted it and none who pursued it. They saw Ghandi and Moses and Bhudda and Mohammed and others and they said “None of them wanted peace on earth to the extent they were able to do anything about it.” And so men lived and died and generations came and went and there were none but Gods own son who wanted it. He came as the First Noel. The first Newel in the staircase. He said “I will be the cornerstone for this dream”. And he came and he was the newel. History wrote of it and couldn’t quite figure out what it meant. Some called it nowel and some nuel and some noel. But it wasn’t any of these for it wasn’t of men but of God. For He saw a future unlike any other. A future where there were dreamers unlike any other. And he saw a line of men who carried this promise forward. And that was to our age. And it was there in the County of Newell that God saw one man. And if I am a fool then let me be a fool but I pray in time. I pray for time to be healed and God said “No man has ever prayed that!” And He meant it. I was the one who saw Death standing on an irrigation canal. I didn’t know it but that was in my story for I searched out the man who owned the picture and I found it. I found his story and if I can find it I’ll put it here.

The fact is that picture became a haunt to the distant past when AM came and said “I do.” And he went to a place that seemed prophetic called Gorman. And it wasn’t there that he settled but his people did. It wasn’t anywhere but next to a Mesa that he settled in New Mexico. It was there that he became a rich man. He who was Erich Deth took the E which meant Earth and cast it off to become life. He said “No more shall I be of earth. From now on I shall be of love.” And he went from Erich to Rich. And that name is written in the earth in plain view. I found his home and I thought it belonged to that of a rich man. For there I saw a black lab, a Labrador dog that was meant to signify the rich mans table. For there Rich Deth went on to become Time. And he grew in knowledge and in understand until he conquered time and it became his play toy.

It is sad in a way for the word toil is the word that brings us toy. It is Toy who was the Witch we call number 4. It is her heart that was grown up from a seed and that seed became the toil of the earth. She became See La. A meaning of toil for she was busy trying to put the earth back together. For they, Am and others had carried the earth and the burden of its break into the very depth of one place. The Isle of Japan. It wasn’t Japan then. It was the la of teah. That is the true name of Japan in case you wanted to know. That was its name before all this trouble started. It isn’t my desire for them to change the name only to recognize it.

For the la of teah become the heart of Edo. And the heart of Edo became that part of Deth that came free through his wife. He loved her and she loved him but she wasn’t a woman of love. She was an Ent. She was Far or Fara. She was the one woman who wanted him back but he turned her down so many times she finally said “I give up” and walked away into history. She carried that part of him down to the grave. For the part where she and the other women entered in was the cemetery. You might wonder if it really is part of Eden. After all it was a world meant to be of life. But there was something that came up from there that came to be called Toila or Toi and it was her heart. She was the part of Deth that would not release. It is a hard thing to remember but women held the line and not men. If men held the line then they would chose Sin. If women held the line and they did they would chose life. They proved it more than once and God blessed them for it.

It is these things that Fara carried into the grave. It is her box which contained the remains of the rich man and it is possible his dog. It was her desire to let them know that she didn’t take that part of Time that was from Earth. She took that part of Time that found a way back to the beginning. And it was there at the El Li that they found him, Time, broken and shattered. And he carried a dream and said “We did not make it and we failed to find Newell.” It wasn’t a joke to them. They wanted Newell so much they called their world by its first letter N. And if that is hard to understand they wrote things in syllable. And syllable followed syllable until it became Niburu. I’ll speak of that some time.

It was there on Mar that they found Time. For Mar had been broken free of Mars. And Mars had become hollow which meant that the heart of it was gone. The heart of the world is the heart of the la. And the la of Mar was the heart of Mars. For when the heart of Mars was broken there was one being, an angel, who cried out to God “My heart is broke.” And there was one being named Sin who went out and broke hearts and entered into that part of the heart. And it was Lucifer, star of the morning, who became Edo. And it was Edo who became the Edo of Japan.

Now some might not like this but hang on. I know what God says about Lucifer. I’ve talked to Him and asked if he was from Mars. God didn’t answer then. He did want an answer but it wasn’t time then. For He saw that men would not accept Lucifer as being from Mars. Angels maybe but Lucifer was of Earth. Hmm I think I just said that. So where would Lucifer live? How about in the house of the rising sun. Star of the morning? Rising Sun? Just maybe Japan is smarter than we are.

Edo wasn’t meant to be evil but Lucifer saw that he had not given up on his dream. He wanted to be free of Sin. God saw sin in his heart and sin was that part of the la, the woman part, that goes into the heart of an angel and lives there. The Mar of Lucifer’s heart was a La. And the La of Lucifer was Mar. And when Mar became Marred it became Martel. Martel was the one thing that is told and told is the one thing that is paid for when one woman pays the price for someone she loves. For Martel had become the story of Mars and no one knew it. So I asked God if I could tell it and He granted to me part of it. The rest He would tell. It is His desire that we accept the fact that God isn’t from earth. He might have lived here but He does not call Earth His home. God says Heaven is his throne and earth His footstool. And that meant that He was from somewhere else.

But where? If God wanted me to write that then maybe there was a place where He came from I can write of? And in fact there is part of Japan that holds Gods heart. It is not Lucifer or Sin. It is a place that lies beneath the island of To. If it exists still. I don’t know but I do know some came to call it Toh. And that also was honor.

Now of Sin? He became the Lor and the Lor became part of the tel or knowledge. And knowledge became part of Sin heart and we woke up to who we were. The problem is that Sin fell into a curse and that was AM. AM or AM was that which rose in the morning. It was the morning star which Lucifer wanted. It was our time. It was this time which had so much knowledge that only the age of symbol came close. For we went out with language and we wrote our stories. And we wrote them in forms of prophetic knowledge. And that became their history in reverse for they formulated all things on what they saw coming.

And it was Satan who wanted one thing more than life. A man who could explain life. And he found one and that was a man who loved God. And I won’t say its me because I am just a man and I don’t want to explain life to someone who would misuse it. And of Lucifer? He was of Mars and he lost his heart and La loved him but she fell from the skies to earth and he did not search for her. She became Cassiopeia and she was lost in the Bay of Fundy. The one Bay closest to the Isle of Belle. And it is here and in other places around the world, especially off the coast of Sicily where the one we call Morgan La Fay, lived. She was a woman who is better known as the La of Mar. She saw what was coming and she saw Lucifer would forsake her. He cast her off lest she be consumed by Sin but in reality he hated her and she knew it.

She was the queen of the fay or the far. And if this story is long its because its true. Even if you don’t want to study it think about it. She went on to find a tree called De and it became A to her. She loved it and it came to her as De and it became Dea and that which went to earth? Well that became the last two letters and from it all words that start with TH came to be of Time. For Time wanted these things to be written so he could understand. And he carried th to the finth level which was the highest order of words. It meant infinity but he didn’t have the ty yet because that too was yet to come.

So if this is a long tale I shall end it soon. For Morgana became the Queen of the Fay and had to join Time and she went back with him to the beginning of all things. She joined Time in many adventures but one she never forgot. That was this time. That was our age. She never forgot it because she saw it and said “I cannot touch it.” And she longed for it as Time did. It was our age which was meant to be of evil. But God saw it and said “No, I want something from this age.” And God took it and brushed it off and carried it back to the beginning and said “Lets begin again but this time Anobis will become Anubis. And they took all hell for a basement and they turned it into a land filled with milk and honey. And they turned the dream of Erich Deth and Thom and they carried that to the end of all things where the Holy Spirit waited. He had come a long way and had to carry all things to that distant time. For there were Sin and Satan and they finally were too tired and Sin had given up on Black Oil. He saw it would get him nowhere in this age. He had turned it over to God. And God had taken the fume, the one thing that brought death and barrenness to Israel and He had carried it back to the beginning where He dropped it over a land mass that was mostly sea. We call it Bearpaw. But the Bearpaw sea became lodged against this new mountain and there arose a new name for it. They called it the Dam but it was a dam that rose up to become a blessing. They called it Bas and it became that which everyone longed to see. Where would Bas be in Alberta of the future? Few knew it but they longed to see the dream of Deth brought to life in that far flung world.

There were those who carried this measure and said “It is foolish” but they were the small minded. They were those who didn’t see the vision of Au Train. For God said if there is Paradise and if there is Hell then I will see Hell frozen over. And I will carry all things to a new place in Israel in honor of this world. This is that age. And this is that time. And we people who are Canadian are those Deth saw in that distant past. He spoke to the Native people of his day and they cried out to God “End the barren waste and make it fertile.” And they did. For God saw that man would still be foolish and would ignore this promise.

They wouldn’t curse it they would just read it and wonder and few would search it out. But if they knew the value of AM they would not toss it out. It was the heart of the La and it really did fall across the badlands where Dinosaur Park now is. Yet it was carried up by God and God left only the bones of those animals that were on the AM ship. You see, the AM ship was a promise God had made to a people of Panasia. He had said “I bring you to a promised land. A land of Brooks; a land flowing with milk and honey. And I bring you there that you might witness a new star. And I bring you there that you might have hope for a better future.”

And though it came to pass it was one, who was His son, his bright Son that was yet to come who became the Noel. The first Noel named Jesus Christ, Messiah to Israel. It was he who became Death. It was he who took the curse of death from men for men carried Sin and Sin was in their line. And that which was of Sin carried men to the grave where he ate their dreams. We call him Loredo or dream eater.

What many do not know is that there were 12 women who were part of the AM ship. The Ark from Panasia that crash landed in Alberta. It was divided into two parts. That which was of Death and that which was of Life. Of those two parts one went to Gorman and the other to Cleveland. Cleveland wasn’t Ohio but a little city that was yet to rise that spoke of promises yet to come. It became a heart land. A place not allowable to be written in words or symbol. It became part of the promise of things yet to come. It came to pass there that God saw a woman who would arise and she would be part of the La. And she would be a woman meant to speak of the things she saw in Hell. God knew this and saw this day coming and said “Let it be so.” For He wanted Hell to end not begin as men wanted it. So He carried Hell up from the Grave and He took Loredo and Lucifer and Sin and that Wizard that was unnamed until now. Sin or Set. For Set was of Ra and Ra was of Ap and Ap was of men. For men had taken Ra and they had eaten him for they were hungry. And they had taken that worm which was in Ra and it was Sin. And Sin took men into him and they became part of him for he was in the fruit.

Now all these things are true and all these things are real but there are some things that confuse and that is Time. Time knew that fruit when dried became as leather. And the Leathers were those who had helped to build the Hope Med Ici ship. And it was there I or eye or the heart of their pyramid which came to be called the She or Shi. For they saw that Shi was of Edo and She was Morgana and Morgana La Fey or La Fay was of God.

Now if Shi were of Edo and Edo were of Shi then who was Shi but a warrior of class. For she took on the role of Adonis and admonished men with her grace and beauty. And she did not need to be Adonis but she saw men would reject her as a woman. So she took on the grace of a woman but pretended to be a woman pretending to be a woman of men. It worked and men of Japan will remember Shi. For she was part of the shitta or the shittim of the acacia. That which was meant to be part of the Ark and that which fell across Alberta. And She, who was Morgana, the former wife of Edo or Lucifer, cried out to God that He would heal her name. And she laughed when she saw those who stabbed earth and tried to destroy it when the Pel fell from heaven. For she who was Shi became Morgana and she fell in a way to the earth and lived in Solitude for a long time as one we now call the Snow Queen. Her story is told in a movie I watched. She had an heart like ice and she spent her history trying to piece together the story of her life. All that remained was one tiny shard that lodged in the eye of a boy who loved a simple girl. She despised all things and she lived in a world of ice. But the boy was asked to piece together the pieces of the puzzle in time or else disaster would fall.

I relate to this story for more than one reason. In ancient days a man who fell from the sky was called a star. In those days a star was something shiny, like crystal. If a crystal fell from the sky it became something to be worshipped. When the shield of the Hope Med Ici fell it broke. Not all but parts. And those parts shared stories. They still exist though maybe not as before. They are in museums melted into other pieces of glass. Not gold for Ploi would not melt like gold. It melted like glass and its color was yellow. And it wasn’t an impure yellow but a pure yellow like amber.

Now amber is amber but ploi is ploi and men scoured the earth until recent days trying to find it. It was called shard and it was part of the history of earth. It came to be called M or the stoy. The stoy was added with an r on it so it became story. And if story came to mean building it was because they found art which came to speak of things that spoke in symbol of how to do things. This is true and God did speak language then but it wasn’t common to men. They spoke in symbol because they could carry a thought mind to mind.

Now when Ploi fell to earth Morgana found it and cherished it for it spoke of Hope and Hope was a woman she knew. She knew every part of the Hope Med Ici ship and it was Ice which came to be part of this story. For ice had more than one meaning and one was gold. Some would say gold isn’t ice but think of pearl or luster as being of ice. These were parts of the story.

Ice went on to become a tale in itself for those of the La found themselves immersed in a battle of toi or life. She was part of the story of toil and her true name was Toila. And she went by that name to those who knew her. She was of love and God loved her. She had to survive on her wits and worked with Morgana to find those parts of the puzzle that left men gasping. For they worked in the ice fields of the North where there was little air. Most had fled into space and the earth did not renew air like some think. God carried air there from space via a teleporter or tele transportation device called the sun. Our sun provides us with ozone so if the ozone layer is thin at the poles its because our sun is trying to help us let loose some pressure. We are a child and the sun is like a ma who provides for us. Think of it as a bear and we are the cub. God made us to be this way so the earth had a protector in case of asteroid. For the roid is like the roid of he or hemorrhoid and that is painful. So think of the sun as being the part that blisters and the roid as the part that burns.

Anyway Morgana didn’t become Shi until Edo got straight. And then she tried to see if he wanted her. He did but it was a ploy and he really wanted the shard of ploi. She gave him one piece and she regretted it. She felt she had to but he used it to silence men of Japan so if they felt To, or the island of God, they would grow silent with horror that someone had broken Toh. So if Japan wishes to be healed they will listen to this from the friend of To. God doesn’t care for honor. He cares for you. If your honor is great then His is greater. Edo took you and cherished you like a louse. He grew to nit pick you into the ground. You were bound by his tradition of house and he stole you into the heart. Do not look to Shi but to He. For He is God and He took your heart of L or Love and gave it a new name in Heaven because of one person who loved you and prayed for you. That L is part of his name. And it is a plant named Linden. He was my father and he fought for Japan in a way by being there after the war. He came to signify a man who fought a war over self and honor. He went to Japan to declassify secret materials and if there was one it would be of Shi. Not she but Shi. For of those grams there might have been one that spoke of these things. A shift in the earth. A shift between dark and night, day and light. For God wanted him to have a name in Japan of honor. So he is my father and to him this chapter is honored. He may not fully understand that She was my mom who joined him in prayer.

Now to all those who wish this story had a reason I speak. Think of this. You learned more then you knew when you started this story. It is moving towards something. Of that you can be sure. Of love you can be sure. Of this time you can be sure that there is a God who sees, who knows, who understands. And it is He who says “Let there be light.” And to Japan be honored for God say you and set a new Toh for you called Love one another. To Him be the honor and the praise and the glory. Forever and ever, Amen.