The X in Factor

December 19, 2006

Part 37 Ozone Hole

Joel Akin

Quote: All X’s meet.

Time once had a question and that was “If man is not alone then who is alone.” Now Time did say that because men say pretty much everything. Now if men say pretty much everything that means they are meant to be part of something bigger. For example I wrote ‘all x’s meet’ and it sounds incomplete. In fact it is a great truth just not what most want. You see an X is considered to be incomplete. It is that part of a name which is forgotten. It is that part of a name which is unwritten because they cannot spell. It is that part of a name, like Christ, which is part of the mystery of Xmas. Xmas is the real point of this story and this chapter.

Now some will say that Xmas is an unwritten blessing and some will say an unwritten curse. Mainly because Jesus is left out. For some it is an abbreviation and for others it is time saved. After all to leave out the name of Christ in Xmas is the most demeaning part of the story. For if it were not for Christ this story would not have happened.

Now that is true and I reject anyone who says otherwise. I have spent much of my life struggling to add Christ back to the mas. It hasn’t been easy dealing with the countless temptations to write Xmas.

Xmas is a word and it is considered Christmas. Most people, if asked, will say Xmas is Christmas. Just without the name of Christ. Some might choke on the thought but in reality we all know that Xmas really is the holiday where Jesus Christ was born.

That means that all men celebrate Christmas with an X and if X is that which is unwritten or unknown then X still means time. Now if Christ were of Time and He or he had to overcome Hell and the Grave and Death and Sin then he was super busy during the four days he was in those places. So how did he do it? If you are like most people you just say “He became like God or became God” and that is it. Its over and kaput and as Jesus said on the cross “It is finished.”

Now there is that which we call the reality and then there is the speculation. Speculation is the part of the story that is meant to be of the love side. It is spe which became a word for species and species was the name for people who were part of a pride. Now a pride wasn’t meant to be of attitude it was meant to be of line. Now a line was the part of this story that makes little sense because we are all part of a line. We are human. And if human is of God then we all came from Adam.

In reality we are all of Ent and if you study scripture you will find God doesn’t call us anything but seeds. We are seeds and if we find that difficult to grasp we need to understand that God is right. Now seed is of God and it is Gods hope that we find the X in this story. After all if the Y leads us down a path then X is the path we reach. We call it Cross and road. Now an X marking also means we have come to a train and a track. And if we wish to ask men what they want for Xmas they will say “You don’t say Xmas you write it” for Xmas is demeaning and Christmas is a day to celebrate.

Lets be honest that what we write in person isn’t what we say. We say “I love you” all the time in mail but when we are around other people we don’t add “I to the love” but just ‘See you” and that is all. Like Picard dismissing a crew member from the Enterprise. Once he says “That is all” its time for you to be gone. If you didn’t get it the first time then he’ll tell you that you are on the wrong ship. And even Lieutenant Broccoli would agree with me on that one.

Now there are things to this story which I have explained. I don’t know if it were well or too quickly. Lets just say that Sin doesn’t want this story told. He is an X but with no mas at the end of his name. Perhaps we could add the S back to the end and it would be mass but some don’t want a mass of Sin to worship.

Lets put things into perspective. Sin is a ly or a lie or a li but the li of Sin is the part of him he doesn’t want known. The li of Sin is the part of his heart that takes us to his lair. In this lair we are able to find out some interesting things that will help you fight him this year.

Now Sin will probably be around for a while because he composed a message saying “I am God.” And then he wrote three things that help us understand he is not God. First he said “I am free to do as I chose. Second he said “I am free to be what I want. And then third he said “I am free.”

Now that meant “I am God” was a lie because God does not give him freedom to be what he wants. He gives no one freedom to be what they want. It may sound contrary to popular thinking about Freedom but the X is the problem. You see there are two X rays. The first is the ray which we get from the light of God. That is called Hope and it is the door that leads us to Faith. Yet faith has two parts and one is that of men and one is that of God. Now the faith door to men is that which allows men to say “Where is your faith. For I will show you mine” and they will show you their work. Now their work is an aspect of faith and it is like saying to someone “I have worked and worked and worked” and here is my faith.

Now that is the faith of men and Jesus saw that in the Centurion for he said “I tell my servant do this or that and he does it.” That is the work of faith and it is that part of the faith which is a blessing to him. He was a man of faith and he never once betrayed his country. He challenged God for a way for his servant to be healed and he was. That didn’t amaze him for he saw Christ was under authority just as he was. That authority is God.

Now Jesus is the son of God but God is still God. Its like having a father who is old and wise and a son who is young and learning. Jesus went to earth and learned and that learning was part of his growth. Now if God had become Jesus and then turned around and celebrated life as God that meant He would not be God. He would be Christ. So if Christ were God then He would not have needed to be man.

Now John wrote that in the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God and the Word was God. Not ‘like” God but God. This isn’t contradictory though it sounds like it. This means that Jesus had to suffer and this mean he had to pay a price to become the son of God.

Now most would disagree and that is good. It takes time to understand. So if Jesus became the Son of God then why have him born in a manger to a young woman of only thirteen? It would have to be because she was meant to be of this story. That meant she was a woman and that meant he was a man but in a child’s body.

That is some way to see it because that is what is taught. Yet if that is the way it were taught then Jesus would be two people in one body. One a wise God who controlled the story and two a wise young man who wanted the story.

Now this doesn’t make sense to anyone because John said Jesus was God. So if I am trying to change theology then I am off base. I am trying to add only one thing. How could Jesus become God. Now you have a ready answer and that is his seed was of the Holy Ghost.

Now we know the Holy Ghost is of God. That meant the Holy Ghost is God also. So how did He become God? The answer is He was God from the beginning. As was Jesus. Now if Jesus was God from the beginning and decided to become God in a baby that meant he wasn’t a man. For if Mary was a virgin then the seed of a man was not in her. If the Holy Spirit was God then that meant that God was in Him also. Now if that is true then God must be in Him and in Jesus but from the beginning. Now if the beginning is creation, as you are probably thinking, then that might make sense if Jesus were of God. He would then go out and become part of the story. And that meant he would not have a mom. And that would meant Mary would be his only mom of all time. Now if that is true then they are right in labeling this story odd but not strange.

But lets make an assumption because that ass that Jesus rode on was a don and a key. And when you have a Lord and a Key then it means the donkey was the key to this entire story of the Xmas.

Now everyone knows the story of Deth for he came from a tree. He was an Ent and an Ent isn’t a man. Well, in reality the Ent had a choice to be a man but never took that prerogative. After all Ents are slow to speak and quick in other ways. They were able to eat and that wasn’t just a myth. They had a penchant for meal and that was of earth. And if they ate worms that was their business. After all most Ents didn’t want to eat the bird that nests in his branch. And if you were one of the 12 women Ent who were of the Tree of Life then maybe they were of the branch that was yet to come. For if women were pure then the Ent women were pure. Some called them Witches but that was only after they fell from X. X is that part of the woman who is able to be anything she wants. So if an X becomes a male then the X is of men. If she wants to become a female then she is of Y. Now if Y became the cross then that would be the shape of the cross and not the T or t though the t of the font isn’t a perfect t. Anyway I’ll try to fix that.

Now there are two things you can count on when I speak. One is that this is a voice of reason and two is that I love Christmas. I want this to be a Christmas chapter. After all it is less than a week until Christmas and maybe by this time in 2007 someone will want to publish it. That would be fine with me because I love to read a good book.

Now 2006 was supposed to be a happy time but the X of the Sin got in the way. He wanted time so he took the X and he multiplied it 100 x’s over. That meant he took the Big X, which is the unknown factor and he wrote it out as X x X x X. That final X is the final X of his life for if you take what is divisible by itself you cannot manufacture anything of value. So Sin had no value. Some think money is value but its not. Money might be rooted in love or in evil. If its rooted in love then that part of it is blessed. If it is rooted in evil that part of it is dismissible as evidence.

So if Jesus took Sin on, and he did, then he became the final X in the chapter. And that meant he became X in mass and that is a good thing because Catholics really are worshiping X in mass or Xmas in mass or Jesus Christ when they say it in Latin.

Now the above is a phrase in Latin if you can speak it. Now that is true and I don’t know what it is so send me your thoughts on the matter.

Now there is something God does for me and tries to give me help if I let Him. You would say “What is help?” and the answer is code. I asked Him to give me a phrase with code in it. So that small quotation I mentioned was meant to be in code. The problem is I wanted it in Latin so if it is in Latin I don’t speak it. I know a few Latin phrases like O and I and that is all. O signifies the O in op and the I is like I in Io. Now Io is the name of a moon and Op is the name of a moon even if I didn’t know that. It is also the name of a star and I didn’t know that. Still sooner or later I’ll get lucky and people will say he makes it up.

So I want to ask God to help me write a super code that will trigger the national code alert in Washington DC. Lets see. What would that be? There is going to be an attempt on the leader of the U.

Now that would get one thing going. Trouble for me so I am joking in only one thing. I didn’t say what that attempt was which gets me off the hook. Now if that were the unknown factor then they would tear apart this story looking for the X and that would be Christ. So if men try to make an attempt on him when he comes and I believe they will, then that is the answer to the U. For the U would be the Universe and the Universe would be the U of it. For if there is an X then there is a Y. And the Y of this story is the U of the youth. Now you is still Y in U in if you add an O to You then You and I are part of the other two letters I spoke of in Latin. That is PO. Now PO isn’t of Post Office and neither is that the unknown X. If something does happen because of this then I am not responsible for I fight for Justice, Freedom and the American Way. I love God and I fight for Him but this country of America is one I love. And that is a “Yes Sir” to both leaders. I submit to God first but if the President needs my help in writing then I am there for him.

Now I do have dreams and dreams are tricky business because even the toughest ones show God wanting to bring judgment onto a country like America. That is tricky in the sense of Nixon who God called a liar. He was a liar and it is recorded so. Now of all nations that needs a good, honest President it is the USA.

So I have a prophecy for the Press and for the President. In that order. And they can take these to the bank.

Now first the Press. Everyone in all the world loves a good show. All people need a good drive. A good drive is like Tiger who went into the forest in search of his ball. He found it and then he carried it to the li and then from there he spun it into the wood and the wood spun it into the tree. Now the tree is of God and the wood is of God but Tiger isn’t of Wood. For the Tiger we speak of isn’t of Golf but we use his name with apology. For he has a unique game and is a very honest player. Yet of these things there are li and there are e and the e in press is the part of this story that is unusual.

Imagine a game of golf started more than a million years ago. Imagine that God saw Tiger and said “That is an amazing player.” It wasn’t an imaginary thing. It was a real thing. And God wanted Tiger to know that He saw Him play from the beginning of this story. Not this chapter but this story which began two years ago.

Now that doesn’t sound like much but there are things to this tale I can’t answer as yet because I don’t know what that means. I just know I said as a joke once that I would like to swing a few with Tiger as in wood. And that was how it all began because God saw that Tiger Woods was an American.

Now I saw that there is a divide coming to this country called Political Correctness and I asked God to stop it. He went into it and He discovered that it started in Africa. Not with black people but with Sin. Sin wanted black people to become the sore point for this story. He wanted black people to be cursed. They were a blessing to Christ for there were those in his day who were black. He didn’t care that there were Asian or black or white or Jew. He only cared that they were human.

Yet there were three spirits who did care and that was Erich who was of Death, Sin who was of Sin and Satan who was of man but caused to devolve by Gods decision.

Now these three decided that they would cause havoc because they would create a race of pure men and only those of royal blood would have a choice. They would never be allowed to live and that meant they would be taxed to death. Death then went on to say that if men wanted life they would pay a price for it. He didn’t curse women but he allowed them to suffer beyond endurance. It was a day that some would call infamous for they had made a deal with the devil and the devil was themselves.

Now this is a true story and it explains itself in words. God allows our age to know this and when we are caught up into language arts we are then allowed to see things. I was caught up into several realms during my search for direction. I know there are realms out there and I know they are of accounting, English, especially its grammatical structure, Math and many parts of it are so deep that only a genius can figure how to think in symbols. It is a gift and those who are part of that course are blessed because God healed those things through His son Jesus Christ. Otherwise you would fall into insanity.

That is not a joke and there is another realm which is now the most dangerous on this planet. It is called Press. And Press is meant to be that part of the story which is meant to be healed. It didn’t really exist during the day of Christ. It only came to exist in our age which is the past 100 years. Before that they were simple and there wasn’t a battle over it. Today they fight and they jostle and they run to and fro and that scripture refers to the press.

Now some think it refers to technology and that is part of the press. The press is the one spiritual union of men, women, and nation that is meant to be of God. God wanted the press to be His so that He could conquer the nation. Yet men through it out and went into ministry building and said the press was evil. They threw out knowledge and they instituted it. Instituted is a means of giving men a job and that is the way it began.

For when men went into things they desired they built a temple and they built a house. And that was their desire. It wasn’t in scripture except for the nation. The nation was meant to be the place for the temple and the house. Yet those who came were divided and did not want to serve with Catholic and Anglican and Methodist and Protestant. It was a battle let alone a service for everyone wanted to serve God but no one wanted Him to be in charge. They wanted men and men were the only part of this story that fought. Those who were spiritual were sidelined and they were given jobs that bespoke to their ability and not their authority. No one knew what spiritual authority was. It wasn’t of God it was of men. And men said they got their authority from scripture and they took men and they brought them low. And they carried men into the grave with them because there was no one man on earth that didn’t want an institution and that meant a temple and a house.

Now the temple of God was not the house of God. The house of God was the temple but men did not want the temple they wanted the house. The house was a home and that meant they saw the temple as themselves. No one wanted the church and that meant the house of God was the men who wanted the power but not the authority.

Now some sounds backwards but men were men and some found that if they lived righteous lives then they were allowed to have a home. If they were poor and didn’t have knowledge then those were those who didn’t have enough X. And X was that part of this story which meant that they needed Christ. Since Christ was the great X and that meant the great unknown then it meant that all men were under authority of someone. That meant if it were not the Nation then it was the President or the Queen or a King. It meant men had to submit to someone. It was the Prime Directive and that meant men had to submit. It did not matter to whom. It simply meant they had to submit! It was a prime directive that no one must be allowed to resist. For resistance was futile as Seven of 9 might say.

Now if 7 of 9 were of God she would be a borg and if there were Borg they would be separated into two groups. One would be of God and one would be of Sin. If she had to call it Sin she would change it so she called it Sith. Now Sith wasn’t meant to be Sin and Sin was always Sin. Its just that we are bringing in Star Trek because I am a fan. I like it even if I disagree with the Prime Directive. It is cruel and without heart. But it is the teaching of the church. And the church isn’t of scripture but of men. For the Prime Directive was given to men to go out and preach the gospel to all creatures. But men said that was foolish. You can’t preach to creature so that meant that part was of the devil.

Mark 16:15 And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature.

Now some say you can’t take creature to mean anything but human. But God had Jesus say it because it was creation which had fallen and creation included animal. Now an animal is meant to have enough sense to live yet it doesn’t have enough sense to repent. Well, we can train a dog but how do you train a lion? You can’t because they are wild. And wild meant they were of Sin because wild wasn’t in the Bible. Men wanted animals wild so they could say “I did my job.” And they did. To men. Now no one really went out and preached to creature. Sure some did but only once and that was to a mouse perhaps or to a chair. If any preached to Nature or to Creature God doesn’t know it. Now there are those who were called to care for the creature like Ferrets. They were those who loved animals. They, like Steve Irwin and his wife were those who loved animals and accepted them. Yet if Steve saw animals as wild, like the Croc, then it was because he grew up accepting them for who they were. In a way that is good because animals were meant to be accepted as they are.

It is only that men did not fulfill all the scripture because all of creation groaned with pain and hurt. Men devised Prime Directive laws which went into the National Park system which was cruel and inhumane. They forbid helping an animal out of a pit or helping them except by bringing in wolves to take out the poor and crippled. There is nothing wrong with that but the wolves were a torturous species who went and ravaged animals by tearing at hind quarters. This lead them to suffer horribly and no one cared. It was part of Nature and nature were of God. And God then must be of Sin. For if God allowed men to suffer such pain then it must be Gods will for nature to suffer as well.

Now these things became part of the entire story of men and this is what they teach in school. Survival of the fittest. It is the Reich of Hitler and those who served him. For Erich is Reich and Reich is the third part of this story. For Reich was one of those spirits that wanted death to reign. And he took Hitler and he made him a servant. And Hitler wanted to serve and be subservient. He was not in control he was a slave. I know this sounds strange but when I was fighting these men in the spirit realm I saw Hitler as a head. He had no body and that meant he was fighting without strength. That meant there were still those on earth who wanted the reign of Hitler to continue.

Now Hitler was not of time and was not meant to be of power. But Death tried to bring him into the fold and that meant into the tree. And that meant into the X. That meant they played with genetics not just physically but spiritually. And that is why the head still remains on the Reich. It is a dangerous spirit and it should be exterminated. It is not meant to be of Erich Deth it is meant to be of God. But just like Sin we fell into the snare of appeasement and appeasement is that part of the story yet to come.

Some might say this story doesn’t have any answers. It just goes in circles. Some times circles are those part of the spiral. The spiral is part of the story of Deth and he didn’t want men to find it a dead end so he built a maze on pyramid after pyramid out of the stone so if they ever tried to take one apart it would bring them to knowledge. If you can try to xray the stones and see if I am not correct. Deth was of God but death was of Sin. So the sting of Death was Sin and Sin took death and used it as a weapon against men. And that meant he had to take Deth and build up a theory around him. And that meant he had to create fear for if fear were of God then God would be seen as the monster Sin wanted Him to be.

And thus God became part of nature and nature became part of sin and sin became ubiquitous. And it was a manifest destiny for Sin because he could fool people into thinking he was part of God and God was part of him. For no matter how you died you faced death and if death was horrible it still was of God. And if death was sweet it still was of God. And if the path there was horrific then it still was of God. No one could fight sin or Sin and thus they put fear as the name for Sin. And people accepted this because if Jesus had fought Sin and won then we could too.

So we lived in a whimsical world called Faith and we had to cast off Hope for Hope spoke of things yet to come. Why with FAITH we could move mountains and so we went out and purchased bulldozers and tried to walk on water or fly off buildings or kill ourselves so we could come back better. No matter how we faced it we came into Sin and Sin stole us away and we lived his lie rather than face the truth that we were in a battle we could not win.

Now some got lucky or talked themselves out of sickness because it really wasn’t unto death or Sin heard and said to back off. After all if Sin were able to kill men then he could withhold judgment so men would see he had power. It wasn’t dividing his kingdom it was strengthening it. Yet the church belittled Sin and turned it into a tiny s and that s was nothing because Jesus had thrown it out and we were more then over comer.

Yet this being more than an over comer seemed wrong somehow for we still suffered. We still were in pain. We still didn’t get answers. It seemed some did and so we thought they were the most righteous men on earth and we didn’t know they suffered with Sin just as we did. They were men of God who loved God and were still there when the day was done. Yet they could not fight sin let alone Sin out of a wet paper bag. And that was something none of us admitted because we struggled and we hurt and we suffered until we had cut ourselves off from emotion. And we were burned out. And we were cut off from God because Sin had mimicked God a thousand times and we were hurt. Not just because God didn’t answer but because when God did He would answer “It will be all right” as if the panacea of life were in a few words.

And we began to hate God and we turned our back on Him and we laughed at Christians and we hated them. And so these were the people who went into the Press. And these were the people who stole the name of the gospel and trashed it. And these were the people who left their mark on the head of those who were spiritually trying. And they searched out their fault and their weakness and they put it on National Television.

Now National Television became America and America became the byword of the people of the world. We had respect in most quarters but when we started trashing our own faith it was then people of the world started truly hating us. Before they just disliked us.

Now being in the press meant you were now part of the survival of the fittest. And it meant you were a tiger in the wood searching for a ball to toss into the li. What they did with it, even if they added an e to the end of it didn’t bother you. After all you were the culprit who had called it a li to begin with. And if you wanted an e there then maybe those who see where the e is will find themselves in it. And it wasn’t just of men it was of God.

For if we thought we had conquered kingdom after kingdom for Christ what we did not see was at home in America those who believed in the Bible as being the inspired word of God was dropping. We were lying to each other and we didn’t care. We had proof of revival from other churches and they had proof and they had proof. And we called it Holy and we did not care that God was being mocked. And if that sounds hard then hang on. Even David Wilkerson can be angry once in a while.

Now this isn’t meant to be of theology so I’ll go back to the press. The press were meant to be of God and meant to follow God. But men of Faith wanted it their way. They wanted to follow after the press of this world. They didn’t listen to God and if they did they built an empire based on their understanding. It was as if we were filled with desire for we could not see the entire picture. It was meant for a nation to have one temple and that would be a building like in Israel. Mormons wanted it in Salt Lake. Some wanted it in Tennessee. Others wanted it to be in Michigan. And so it went on and on and on until the name of Christ was divided like 30 pieces of silver and yet if there was sil or ver they could not be found.

No one cared who Jesus was and his name became a curse word among the people. They saw people come to their door and ram it down their throat and they did not care anymore. No one was preaching the will of God but the will of the church. And it became a Demon Nation rather then a church willing to put God first.

Now this is hard and some will turn away at this stage but I will continue anyway’ because I figure I have a right. I’ve been in a church all my life until a few years ago when I went berserk. I didn’t know why and I won’t go into it. It wasn’t of God it was of Sin. Sin fought me personally. Not sin which God had helped me fight and put to death. But SIN and not of men but of a spirit that controlled all of creation.

All of creation was not meant to be of this story. It is meant to be of Christmas. And I wanted it to be happy but I guess I am just a glutton for punishment. I will let this go though so I can carry this one to the grave. I want this story to be happy but God wants it to be what’s in my heart. So I will write it with Gods help until it turns happy and filled with knowledge. For you might need this and I’ll make this, Lord willing, the hardest of the hard so it can only get easier from here.

Now there were things I wanted from this and Sin wanted it and so I fought him. It wasn’t of God but I didn’t have a choice in the matter. To be honest I did have doubt but I began to realize God has a will and it wasn’t fighting Sin. We don’t have the oompah and that is the strength. So I told God that but there wasn’t much He could do because Sin is Sin. Jesus overcame Sin because he became as God. I wasn’t like God or Jesus because I was of the line of men. And lets be honest. You doubt I could fight Sin and I doubted Sin was real. I kept saying “You are fake.” After all if Sin were real then who was Satan? A little Lord or lord or lor. I didn’t want to fight him but he turned out to be a coward and failed to fight me. I didn’t know this but he figured this must be Gods plan and in a way it was. To prove to men that Sin isn’t unbeatable.

The only problem is I didn’t know this and I didn’t want to be involved. I kept saying “Okay, we can stop now God. Anytime now” and so it went with my parents who would speak words that sounded like the words Sin was speaking to me. I got angry with them and with everyone else in the world. I mean the world because God said they were all sin filled. None of them were fighting Sin personally which meant I couldn’t prove my point since ALL CHRISTIANS in the entire world claimed to be fighting Sin. It was a mess and I was in the worst position of any man that ever lived. Or so God just informed me.

Not because I was wrong but because Sin thought what I said was so funny he sent me more pain and suffering which I’ve had to fight for years. Not including what comes day by day.

So to fight this God took me into training of weapon and warfare and I had fun. That is until Sin threw out the book and made up new rules which meant he didn’t care anymore. God thought that was a good sign and I figured I was dead meat. So God had to build up a new man out of me based on Death.

Now that sounds funny because Death was the one thing Sin feared which is why Sin went after Deth in the first place. Deth had power and as it turned out that was a good thing. The reason is Deth really was of the Holy Spirit. So since I could not be God and am I thankful for that, that meant I had to become like God and that meant I had to become like Deth and that meant it was okay to be death.

Now that was God who told me that and I just laughed. After all there were no perks to the job and people drank coffee to avoid death. After all we don’t want to fall asleep when death is around and so we had to take on a new spirit. And that was Christ or X because I didn’t really know who Jesus was.

Now you will say “You know God but not Jesus?” Well, the fact is God and I had spent a lot of time together in prayer. So much He could make me laugh. And if He really was Jesus I was in trouble because I kept giving Jesus time off with the big H. I figured God was the Big H or as the Hawaiian people say Kahuna. And that meant big head. It has to. People don’t become Kahuna unless they are smart and wise.

So anyway God wanted me to laugh and I found it hard to laugh when I was hurt. And it was a battle of the soul and I was winning. Only problem is that I was winning on the old body but Sin raised up a new body called pain. And I could see it like a behemoth behind me. Every time I overcame in one area Sin would win in another. I was discouraged even though God said my faith in Him was still intact.

Its just that I was upset because I had fought for one thing. To be healed by Christmas. The only problem is that was every Christmas for the last twenty years. And I kept losing. And I was so upset I just gave up because around me people were aging. My parents were ordering caskets and asking me to remember things for their memorial services. And it seemed no one out there heard me when God said “They will not die.”

Well, I was figuring this meant spiritually but God wasn’t joking. You see the thing about Sin is he doesn’t see spiritually but naturally. He is a being who is like God in one sense. That is it. He is blind to everything else. And as his main opponent I was becoming the pain of his life and I didn’t know that. I figured he was immune to pain being part of creation. And I didn’t know God was building him a body so that he would fight fair.

Well, while this was going on Jesus was trying to help me with faith of men. Now that sounds foolish at this stage. If I had faith of God then why need faith of men. I didn’t even know what faith of men was. As it turned out God did and so did Jesus and they gave me knowledge in whispers night after night after night until I thought I was possessed.

Now that sounds strange because I kept dreaming of the Holy Spirit. And He was always with Wisdom who I thought was a nurse or a wife or a distant relative. She was a teacher in several dreams and I really liked her.

Now these things were meant to teach but the fact is they really had to show up in dreams and that meant I really got to meet them. The only problem is that God always seemed to show up as a friend named Rev. C. King and he was there with his wife Yvonne and his daughter Deidre. And they had sons, which is true, but in the dream their sons were endless. It didn’t make any sense to me because Jesus always showed up as best friends of my youth and among them the most common was David J King. And J was David the Kings best friend in scripture.

Now I kept thinking if God were really on earth what would he be like? After all if he appeared as a friend I knew what if they really were the royal family living in obscurity. And what if these dreams I had were of this family. And what if this family were trying to help us financially but men were not giving like they used to so they were poor. And that meant the big temple meant to be in Cleveland never showed up. It wasn’t there just 100 plus other churches just in the city. And I don’t count but I probably am off by a 1,000 if you count home churches and small churches held in gyms and other places.

It was weird and it got stranger because while I was going through this Jesus actually showed up in a vision. But he refused to show me his face. Now if you were a paranoid X-files fan you would think there was a conspiracy of mammoth proportions. I was in with God and with all that was going on and my dreams seemed to indicate that there was no where left to go. Yet God didn’t sound worried even though his house in heaven was filled with Sinful people. And it didn’t scare me because I had power with God. He had let me break down the walls to Eden. Or the gate that was in the back part. That part that looked like the gate to the sewage. Well, as it turned out I had a vision of God as a plumber who was going into earth in disguise telling those who were demons they were here to fix things. After all even the demons thought “Finally!” It was just that God seemed to be in disguise and yet in the vision of Christ he also came in disguise as a road man for a road crew carrying a measuring rod and a flashlight. Why a flashlight when it was brighter than the sun? I couldn’t figure that out. It was like a clue and with fighting against Sin and with fighting in other areas I was ready to scream bloody murder.

Now this didn’t end and I got flashes which mostly I forgot because I was dealing with Lor and Edo but Edo wasn’t Satan though I didn’t know that. He was Sin. Now Sin didn’t know that either and God didn’t tell me that Lor and Edo were not Lucifer. It was a game they played with God for God saw I was ready to scream because I wanted a happy Christmas. And that meant I was crying day after day for a Christmas that would mean something.

So God said “What do we do?” After all I had gone out and bought gifts for Jesus, as in golf balls, but had no gifts for anyone else. I didn’t even know if Jesus wanted to play golf. I just bought them by faith. And that meant Jesus had to give me a gift that I could see. And that meant I could write but that wasn’t the gift. He wanted me to see a star. So I was given my first UFO experience but I woke up and watched it in a night air that reminded me of a frost bin. So I couldn’t sit and watch it because it lasted for all of a second or two and then went behind a cloud and I didn’t see it again. That was a ship of time which had just whirled in. Whirled in meant that what I called Whiskers were real. And they were Cat ships or Katalina returning from a mission. They are over that part of the North for a few seconds and if radar saw them that morning around 6 no one ever said. I didn’t really check to see if anyone else saw the party hat type craft with little twirling lights around it.

Now this gets stranger because it was there on that mountain where the Hydrogen Sulfide was. And that was meant to be the root of the mountain that was part of the Dead Sea. Now if that part is true that was the poison part Elisha prayed for. And if I were a man of God and I pray that I was that meant I was there praying for that same gas but moments after Elijah dropped it off while on the way to the future.

Now if Katalina were a troop ship carrying marines and those marines were ambushed by a Dark Star and Sin and Satan were on that Dark Star then why the party hat? That was Kats ship which fit onto the Hope Med Ici ship. And that Hope Med Ici ship was breakable into two parts called La and T and that is true though I haven’t mentioned it. They look different leaving in the center one thing we call the Cu. Now the Cu is part of this story for it is the word that we get Cubit from. Remember Or and Bit? Well Bit is part of Bot and Bot is part of this story.

Now if Sin were real and he were and he was given a body then where did he go? After all if he were part of all creation this guy would be huge. And that meant he had to be hidden somewhere out there.

So God showed me in a James Bond flick where I was chasing or being chased by Chinese spies. And they were bad dudes and I had to fight all the way from China all the way to NASA where this China Spy had infiltrated the Space center. He was the worst dude there and so he went into the Basement where I met up with a FAT guy. Shades of Austin Powers. Anyway this Fat guy turned out to be the bad guy for all of history and when people at NASA found out he lived in the basement they took those towers they had created and let them topple. In reality I knocked them all over somehow while chasing the Chinese spy.

Now people laugh at dreams but if you dreamed this you’d wonder if you were in something big. I did. I thought maybe, just maybe God had something brewing. And so I went along for the ride and said “Cool” which is my usual response to cool things.

Time became an enemy to God and it was he who stole Deth and came back to the beginning where he claimed he was Deth. In reality it was Sin and Sin went to the grave as Sin. It was there he took Deth and became Death. The a was added because of one thing. Attitude. He claimed to be Deth and who were they in the universe to question these things. The fact is he went to hell and to the grave and became something that was not meant to be. A grave. Now a grave doesn’t make sense so think of it this way. He went to the grave and went to hell and went to lie. Now lie did exist and it was lie and it was there that he stole time. Now time wasn’t meant to be of Sin but he found a way to steal it and live with it. That meant he had taken the real person, Jason, who we mentioned before, and threw him into a Quasar.

It was there in the Quasar that Jason lived his life over and over and over and over until he went insane. And then Sin took Jason and threw him into the abyss. And it was there that Sin tried to steal all women and take them and demolish them. He turned them all into sin and everyone of them went south. And not one turned to God.

Then one woman overcame and went to God and said “I refuse to sin.” And that started the story of Hope mom or as I call her Leather. She became part of the story of Erich Deth, the real one, and he was a dwarf. A small man who had no friends because he was not of things seen. He was a man who had fallen from Far or Nib which we now call Niburu. It was Niburu which later went on to become Planet X. And Planet X was the star we call Polaris. And Polaris was the part of a woman of Hope. Not Hope herself but a woman that I call Worth. For she became something Polaris wasn’t meant to be and became the only one like her in all Time. She became a proto star with the ability to travel. And she was there the day God created heaven and earth. And it was her heart that was crying out night and day for God to heal for all things had fallen into the abyss. And it was there that Sin lived and he was the spider. And he carried that seed in him called De which later became death. De was the spirit of devil and devil is that part of Jason that had lived.

Jason wanted everyone to know he had survived but he wasn’t himself anymore. He was Time. And Sin saw that a Quasar, if exploded, would grant to men the desire of their heart. And men liked Time and time and they wanted it.

Now Polaris had exploded and all that was left was part of the star and that part that remained wasn’t worth anything. It was small and not the star men needed to guide their ships by night or their camels either.

So those who loved this story, not the one I write, but the one God wanted, said “Let us help.” And so God said “If you can help then help.” And so there rose up Leathers who had come from the tree of life and they went out and tried to hold Sin from doing evil and they failed.

Some went back to the Garden and that was all that was left of Niburu. That tiny piece of land was the Garden of Eden and it was the remains of Planet X.

Now Planet X was part of Polaris and Polaris had become part of Niburu for Niburu was the size of a small star. Polaris had not existed as yet and all that was there was a promise to Hope and Hope had said if she had a child she would call her Ka after the angel Abaddon. Abaddon was the Ka of all angels and that meant he had the power over the abyss. He had gone there and taken those things from the abyss that had meaning and he had fallen only when the Sin of men rose up to toss him down to the abyss.

He didn’t understand why but it was because he had been part of an experiment by Anna, Queen of the Sith. She had created a spice and that spice, unlike Dune Spice was of men. It meant that angels had becomes Sons of God and they wanted to merit themselves by having daughters of men. And they, the angels of Ka, had become dirt and dirt was all they wanted. And they fell into Sin and Sin took them and bred them until the land was covered from pole to pole in giants.

This was before the crash of Hope and it meant that those of the Hope Ship were giants as well. Most anyway. For that one we call Deth, who was a dwarf? That was a man. And they called them dwarf.

Now this sounds strange because of Lord of the Rings and other books that speak of the dwarf. In reality there were only a handful of them and they were called Hobs and that became the name for Pint and Little or Liter one. And if these things are strange its because we forget history. For the bartender in most jokes was the giant not the man. And the giant of history we call Frost wasn’t Deth but was of his line. For though it is strange there really was a Time and that Time was a man like his twin. For Time really did have a twin and his name was De. No one knew who he was at first and he was hated because he had power over the locks and those locks represented the wealth of a nation. Those locks were irrigation canals that existed and they were so huge that they dwarfed the imagination. And when a giants ship went through the port they went into the lock and the lock filled with water and it was then raised up into the air.

Now we call these stories Ozone Hole and everyone thinks I make this up. But it becomes part of the return of Christ for they saw that the earth was covered with Sin and it filled the oceans with dirt. So God said “It is time to restore the tree that was in the garden of Eden.”

So they needed a way to overcome and that meant obscuring the story. And that meant no one in all the world knew that the Ozone Holes were really port holes into Heaven. And if you launched a ship into those ports they would carry you into the first realm and if you know how to open the lock it would carry you into the second realm. And if you could open that lock it would carry you into the third heaven of God. And it is there where the rapture was to be.

God saw that it was good but the problem was that man had built his space ports in the oceans and that meant they would fall to earth or into the sea if they failed. So they had to find a way to carry men up. And that meant the Ozone Holes.

Now that meant that men had to suffer storms for one season and in that season one city had to suffer the most. It was New Orleans. Now some would say that means God hates jazz. Far from it. In fact God likes it especially that which we will call blues because blues is the part of this story yet to be told.

Now blues is of God and if Ella Fitzgerald could sing them then God might surprise you if He joined in. He can sing and not just in the rain shower. Anyway I had a thought that we were in a bowl because rainbows were upside down. After all people thought that it represented the promise of God and the rainbow looked like a frown and not a smile. I saw that somewhere in a picture so that’s where I got the idea of God smiling.

Anyway I had this idea if God smiled that maybe this story would help people. So it did get hard but then it got softer. And I still haven’t finished what I wished to say but maybe that is the purpose of life. To leave things unfinished. Every book out there had to finish something. I wanted to write something open so I could read it and laugh. I wanted joy and not just hard ship.

Now the Ozone Layers were there to help men rise up to the first heaven. That meant we had to leave behind one thing. Sin. It was his desire and so he became the man of Mars. The one fat man who lived in the basement at NASA. I’m sure it exists though I’ve never been there. So if they keep alien artifacts there just keep them there until God gets back because if there is one, just one meteor in all the universe that held bacteria from Mars it might be that one which is Sin waiting to be revived. Just a theory.

And like most theories it has an element of truth to it. One we might call time. For of time and times there was no one like Jason for he suffered beyond endurance. He became the measure of a beat and of that two women of Hope had to carry that line. They were Arcadia and Entropy. And they were part of this story in a way for I thought I heard them speak once. And if they did it was a tone. One sounded like the sound of a heart and the other of a bull. The bull represented time and it was his law that we men fell into. It was his law that God saw men needed. It was his law that God wrote out in a way that spoke to us and our heart. For we were in need of love and we were carried into Sin and Sin threw us out because he didn’t love he hated.

And if you hate then you hate with Sin and not of God. God is tired of Hell and it is being carried into the Lake which will be of fire. And of the Grave it too will be carried there. And of Sin. Well he will be gone someday soon we hope. Until next time remember to flush for those bacteria are everywhere. Just a theory I think I heard once on Mars.