Ozone Hole 55

Trying to understand the stigma of E

January 2, 2007

Joel Akin

 Let us suppose when the Holy Spirit went forward in time to confront himself He was not speaking of Himself. After all He is God and himself would be a spirit of man.

 Now this isn’t Christ and some think I speak of Christ as  Ammon. I don’t. Christ was Christ before and Ammon was a man like unto God but not God. Like Melchizadec or the King of Salem or Jesus who was of Christ and Christ was of Jesus. Think of it as being yourself only in two different forms. After all if Jesus was Jesus then he would not carry the lineage of Mary. And that was needed to carry us up to heaven.

 In the previous chapter we left you hanging. Who was Fro and was he truly Frost and was he the one who was thrown forward in time to the very end of existence? The answer is... well, lets tell the story so you can decide for yourself.

 A long time ago when men were men and women were women. And I don’t speak of this age for we’ve lost that certainty among some of our factions, there lived a man. His name was E. Now E had no friends and no family. He searched all the worlds for time and for people to love; the problem was there were few who wanted him. He was E and that meant as E he had no one to love. He was the only one of his kind. Now he was God or Christ but he was E and E wasn’t L or El or anything like that. He was E and being E meant that he carried a stigma. Now a stigma meant that he carried E and that was a problem because until now no one had contracted E. Why E wasn’t conceivable and it wasn’t bearable. It was a man. Now E was a man and to conceive a man wasn’t an easy thing to do. It was like giving birth to a being of time. And that was what he had to do. Now we won’t share E’s identity except to say it wasn’t the Holy Spirit nor was it anyone you want to know. It was a man we might call a trader.

 Now he, as a trader, was the first and that meant he had a problem. How do you create an evil empire? The answer is by being the first E or Evil Emperor.

 Now E isn’t one of those things we understand very well. After all if Time had to become evil first in order to go back to be evil that meant he didn’t want to share power with E or everyone. He didn’t want to share power with A or anyone. He wanted to share power only with E but there was a problem and that there existed someone and someone was sin. Because he who was E didn’t know that there were two people who had created it. One was an individual Ja She Kel or the very first trader. He was a man who had contained sin in a phrase “Do you love me?” And it was an acceptable thing to create. It was an aroma and it was used by women everywhere. They loved it and they carried it on them as a pheromone. And it was the most powerful aphrodisiac known to man because it was the phrase “Do you love me?” And it was a spiritual essence that went into women at marriage. It was called SEX. And it worked. Men loved women and they had no problem keeping their men at home. Simply because the perfume they wore was their natural aroma.

 Now some might like the idea of such a pheromone but don’t bother inventing it because God did long ago. It was a creation He had made with one purpose. To interrupt the cycle of men with women who wanted multiple partners. There were always those and there will probably be a few in the future. But only on rare occasions because the pheromone is back. Not yet in service but when it comes back into use, and it shall, there will only be one person that can utilize it.

 It is you. That’s right you. Now some might not understand this so lets say that man had a friend who wanted a male. He was a male. They had sin and sin was an aphrodisiac which came from ancient days. It was sin and it was a cultural product which went into sin. Now sin was a spirit and a spirit found it and took it from women so they had to look beautiful in order for them to be acceptable. They had to put on looks and they had to put on style and they had to put on everything but the kitchen sink before they could find a man to take off what they spent years building up. And if that sounds funny it was because I wrote it that way. Men are dumb and we who are men of time are the dumbest louts of them all.

 Lets be honest. We live in an age where sex is appeal and appeal is what an ape does to a banana. Now if we take off the ape we have only the peal and that is where we slipped up. Lets be honest that man isn’t perfect. And if this is all there is we are on the wrong side of the tracks. We need help and only God can give it to us.

 So here is the deal. God is coming back and he wants us to get our head on straight. He is not interested in us going out and starting up a harem. He doesn’t want us to play a playboy or boar. We are just here to help and that is all. Now there are three things you need to understand. First I understand what is happening. Second I can speak about sex but I don’t usually. Third sex is coming and it is going to be wonderful.

 Now to those Christians and people who are monks or apes or cats or meows I have a word; get your life fixed. If you go to God and tell Him in all honest that you hate men and sex in that order here is what God will tell you. Go home and sulk because there are no people in heaven that are without both. Now if that sounds wrong to you think. I said heaven. Now lets assume God has a special place for Eunuchs. That means people who have been circumscribed either by nature, king or time. And there are those who cut themselves or have themselves cut because of stupidity. That isn’t what I’m referring to here.

 Now these are people, the eunuchs, who were men who dedicated themselves to the law. They were not monks who dedicated themselves to abstinence or nuns who did the same. They had choice and they refused it. These were men who had no choice and were braided by their song or their sons into being of the law. They were priest and sometimes king who went under the knife because they were meant to be priest in Gods kingdom. So if you are a priest or a eunuch or just single forever don’t think of yourself as a failure just think of yourself as a man who is chosen by God for a special purpose. These were men who could not have sex even if they wanted to. It wasn’t a curse it was just a law.

 Now I’m speaking to people who won’t like it and might want to write me a nasty letter. How dare I say such things. So I’ll get either rougher with you if you write me such a letter or I’ll just calm you down with this. “What is wrong with sex?” If that is the evil of heaven then it was the evil of Adam. Adam had sex with Eve in the garden of Eden and he had no children with her. It wasn’t in his heart to bring them into a world called Earth. It was destroyed by the Pel of X and that was the truth. They knew it had happened and they feared sin and they hated it. Yet when Satan came with Sin and the Serpent they didn’t stand much of a chance. They were bitten by sin even before they ate of the apple. And the apple isn’t the true fruit of knowledge it is just the closest earth has to explaining what they ate.

 Now the flesh of apple is different than any other fruit out there. It has a taste that leaves a bitter acid and it is one fruit I struggle to eat. True it is similar to pear but pear is sweeter and has less acid. You don’t get vinegar from pear that I’m aware of though knowing man he’s made it.

 Anyway we were talking about sex and it is the key to this chapter. For Fro who was Frost went into the distant past. Why? Because he wanted revenge on those who sent him to the far future. He wanted it so bad he prayed to God “Get me out of here” over and over and over until the Holy Spirit came and got him out. Then Frost threw the Holy Spirit down and left him there. He stole His ship, which is wrong to do, but God knew it would happen and so did the Holy Spirit. It was the only thing about this story that will remain a mystery until the end.

 Now there were two people who knew the Holy Spirit had to take Frost back to the beginning of all things. One was God and the other was his sister Her. Her had another name and she really was known as Fa. Fa was the one women who became Far and then Fara so the only change we can speak to is that she had various names in history including Freya. She wasn’t a strong goddess as they say. Only a weak woman who had an infinity for water and a gift for fire. She loved both and she’ll continue to love both in her future.

Now there are three people who knew the Holy Spirit was part of that distant future. He had to go there spiritually in order that he could go back with Fro or Frost to the very center of all time. It was there where Thom, who was the son of Frost, had gone back to the center of all time as he knew it. The problem is there was another center called sin. It was Ja She Kel’s trade with women. It was an actual aphrodisiac and it really did aid women in their quest for their man. And it really did stimulate the sexual desire on both sides. The problem was that Ja wasn’t meant to carry this product to some worlds. He forgot and he had to pay a price in pain and suffering when it got loose.

 Sin not only got loose but it was carried to three worlds through Lucifer and he was the messenger who had gone to a world to deliver a message of hope. For Lucifer was an angel of peace and these worlds were the only ones who would bother to hear his cry. His wife, who was Morgana, was a spiritual woman who reigned over an underworld called Mar. It was also called the Grave and it was the big G.

 Now Lucifer was ruler over the nations and that was of the earliest form of tree but not yet a Sampo. It was a tree based on Wisdom and it was a tree based on knowledge and it was a tree based on life. It was the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil and it was the Tree God saw from the Garden. It is only in the Garden of Eden or Heaven 3 that God can look down on His creation. And it was there that Lucifer delivered the message to the three worlds. For it was there in Eden where Lucifer sang and he was the singer of all the worlds of time. And they were men who praised him and it normally would not have done anything.

It just so happened he had traveled to a world where Ja She Kel had just delivered his message of love with an aphrodisiac saying “I love you” and it was to both sexes meant only for those worlds. And it just so happened that in Eden Lucifer carried that aphrodisiac message of “I love you” to those three worlds. And for whatever strange reason it carried spiritually. And that meant that for the first time in history God spoke and said “That didn’t go so well” for He had felt that message in a way that told Him something wasn’t kosher.

 So He traced Lucifer and found Ja She Kel and told him that the aphrodisiac had to go. And Kel traded it off to someone who knew what to do with it. Carry it to the Grave.

 Now the problem was that the traders of Mars were the most respected group of individuals in the entire Universe. If they carried a product to the Grave that meant it was a dead end for licensed but deadly products. This particular brand should have been destroyed but Lucifer was already affected by sin. And it really was a true story so hang on and I’ll try to prove it.

 Now Lucifer had a beautiful wife named Morgana but Morgana was the most healthy of all the Fey women. She had no diseases and carried no problems in her genes. She had a child with Lucifer and he called him Caleb. Now Caleb does mean dog but it wasn’t an insult at this time. There were a race of traders called the Cur and they were from a race from a branch of a star called Sirius or the Dog Star. We call it the brightest star in our sky. It was the most beautiful star and still is. It was meant to be a pole star but it could not carry the weight of Polaris.

 Now the Cur race didn’t like being dog but they didn’t like being Cur either. It meant they were offered the menial job which few other wanted. This meant they were the people who worked the fast food, nanny, accountant or other jobs that no one wanted. This is the fact of time and it was a time when few wanted to know these things. They preferred their service with a smile and not a face full of whipped cream.

 Now there were those who had few problems with the men of God who went out and checked to make sure people lived up to standards. After all they were lawmen and they were not like what we think of today. They were men who had few if any problems with discovery of problems. They told people and people were nice and they cleaned up the messes.

 Now when they found Lucifer in contrivance of the law they found they couldn’t fix whatever it was that had bothered him with God. God couldn’t fix it either and that bothered Him. He sent out multitudes of lawmen and they all said the same thing that everything seemed fine. And the word was Div or Diva which meant good. So if it was diva or Diva it was good and that is one word that ended up being used in multitudes of ways like divine or divide.

 Now there were two things that need to be said. Morgana was affected by Sin and Sin was the original Sin because she was part of the Grave. The Grave was her duty and she was given jobs no one else wanted like caring for people who had been found to be affected by the Grave products. Now this sounds horrible but think of this. God allowed people to invent things and they did. They placed man first on the totem pole but God wanted to be first. He didn’t say anything but they wanted to be like God. So they went and invented products based on God. They couldn’t steal from God but they invented around Him and that meant taking man and experimenting on him. And that was forbidden. So men had to hide away until they healed and that was the original Grave on Mar.

 Lets explain Mar as the Grave. it wasn’t meant to be the dark zone but the Garden Zone and it was. It was Mar and Mar just happened to mean the same thing it means today. To be marked and to be marked was part of what the Beast wanted to use on Earth. It was used spiritually but God never said it had to be used naturally.

 Now I am not trying to turn away from scripture and in fact I deny this absolutely. I am just trying to help understand the fact of Mar. Mar was not the grave of men which was on earth. We put our grave where we could find it. Everywhere else men put it into the spirit realm and that meant ghost. Now ghost is like holy but not Holy. Holy is the place of three and holy is the place of one or sometimes two. It is not meant to be of three which is of God. Yet it became evil because of three things. La which was founded on the fish. The fish became part of the purposes of God and there were three spirits that went into whales, crocodiles or alligators and spawn which was the kracken or the octopus, not the squid which was clean. Ten signified clean and 8 signified Time or infinity. So creatures that were missing arms were called unclean like the shrimp. They had eight arms and so did the crab and lobster and crayfish and others which were part of the grave. They ate what was unclean. And that is Mar and that is mar.

 Now three people wanted God to destroy Mar and one was God but the one we now call Sin. He had a way of confusing everyone who existed including God because he faked his own death. Which mean that Lucifer became God and he faked it by becoming his son Caleb.

 Now we may have mentioned the last name of Caleb and it was Satan. Satan wasn’t a family name. It was a surname. A surname is like an addition to the clan label. Lets say like esquire or M.D. for Doctor. Doctor would then become the name of so and so a person. It would be an addition and so was Satan. So when Jesus said “Get thee behind me Satan” he wasn’t telling a doctor to do it but the family which came to dine on Christ.

 That sounds too bizarre so let me explain in a way that will help you understand why I say strange things. This is how God teaches by shocking you into oblivion. Well, at least into time where you can listen for a change. This is the story of me in a way because I don’t like some things that I wrote when they go; how shall I say this, towards the personal. Yet I am part of this story and have to be because it is my story as well as yours. We all are people of sin and if I don’t write it then no one will. Not like this.

 So the family came to dine on Christ. It sounds horrific so how can one explain what sounds like a cootie bandit family who lives in the hills picking and grinning? Well, in a way that is how this all started.

 You see when Mar was thrown out of orbit it came to earth and it was pulled into our planet. We had never been part of Mars before this and afterward we were the strangest planet in the entire universe. Not only did Hell fall from the skies and become part of the surface but the actual Grave came down and landed in Pittsburgh of all places. It isn’t a joke and it is really is true that the center of the Grave landed there. Now that means spiritually there is part of a planet in our planet and that is Mar.

If we wanted to be funny we could say that it was Pittsburgh which gave the Gettysburg address. It was Mar which gave the Gravest address of all. And it was Pittsburgh where there was liberty and there was death. And if Lincoln knew anything about it he didn’t say anything to us. Well, that is his future line of people of America. Because not only did we have Ammon decide to become the Rich man who lived in New Mexico, near Santa Clara, but it was Erich Deth who went down to the grave. That means he died. Now if Deth died and became death then how did sin become the Angel of Death? Lets just say that is even funnier. All right, in a morbid sort of way. He got stuck trying to follow Hope and her crew when God told them to come down to Eden. Remember the place where there were sharp jutting teeth like rocks? I’m sure you do. It was there that Death, while holding his breath, had a wing clip onto one of the stones. And those teeth were real. Not of an animal but of time. Because they had been created with two people in mind. One was Hope and she was able to get through because she had to. It was part of Ja and Ja was part of Ja She Kels line but not of sin. For he fell into sin and became part of the Grave. So the Grave became a part of earth and earth became part of Mar. And Mar is still attached to our world and is a mountain which cannot be seen. It is a mountain that is built on a principle of wormwood because it has become a sore, a festering sore, that is the mountain spoken of in scripture. It is crawling with lesion and legion and that is no joke.

 So these things are spiritual which is one reason you don’t want to see spiritual. Not yet anyway. It is something God and people of heaven and Heaven 1, 2 and 3 see on earth and they are always grossed out. So think of us in Heaven as more prepared then those of us on earth. Now I guess I wrote that with me in Heaven. That won’t happen if I’m not able to keep myself in one place. I write with the mind of me, Joel, but I get caught up into spiritual advice from God. And I get bothered still by other darker beings who hate God. Like an onslaught or as they might say in Vegas, an On Slot is a winner but an onslaught is a loser.

 Every grave has a winner and every grave has a win. This didn’t happen with Morgana. Now only did she lose her home, which was Mar, she lost her husband to a virus that destroyed his mind. It almost destroyed her. She couldn’t get free and went into a demon realm where she played at being queen. She did okay as long as they obeyed but being demons they wanted her to have sex. She refused and so they bound her in a chest and threw her into the sea. She escaped using her gift. We’ll say it is similar to time. She went to them and begged them to release her body so they did and she angered them by putting them all into a box. That box was Pandora.

 Now Pandora was a myth but it had an actual name. It was Mar and it was on Mar the demons lived. They were of the Grave and they were of the sea and they were of the filth that went into the Grave from all the failed products of the entire universe. It wasn’t in the dozen or the hundred but in the trillions. They had an ample supply of things that hurt and killed and destroyed.

Now those things from Mar will be demolished and the knowledge will be locked up. Anyone who finds it will be torn into pieces and turned into mud because that means they are Sin and Sin is the only one who wants it. We hope. For there are three spirits who guard it day and night and they are three named God who is One.

 It is the most dangerous planet known to exist and Mars will be destroyed. It will not be replaced. It will be torn away from its host or heart, which is its original orbit and that means the point where it transects with earth. If that is not a word it should be for it speaks of vile connivance with demon and breed.

 Now we don’t follow through on all things but we’ll get to them when we read through in the future. Now Mar isn’t going to last much longer. God has a place marked for it and when it is gone there will be on earth a lessening of pain and suffering. Perhaps as much as full percent. That means if there were a million suffering 10,000 less will suffer. It doesn’t sound like much but a percent is a lot when you are in pain day and night.

 If there is a spirit that is capable of dealing with lesser spirits it is Christ Jesus. We had mentioned that they had come to dine on him or Him as I like to think in these situations. For God was in Christ and He had no interest in being lunch. Some people wonder why Satan is called a lion or a devourer. The answer is because he is a lion of breed and a lion that devours. Now some may not understand why I call him an Ape or a Kong or Sir Ra or other things. He is all of these and more but there is one spirit called sin that holds them all together. It is sin and sin is the spirit which is the being that is hungry for men to eat. He doesn’t just chew on us he devours us. We are like filet mignon and the devourer takes us and eats us so that we lose understanding. Once we lose that we don’t have much left to fight with unless we have created a habit of prayer. If we have that habit we continue it. Now there is a relation between habit, limit and orbit. Habit is the tallit of the Jew and perhaps even the Nun if they have a habit of prayer. I don’t speak of rosary but I speak of relationship. Habit means place or habitat and it is the place where a man is safe when he prays. Now I pray but I chose the time and that is my safe zone. I go there and I pray but there are those who would like it contained. As in how, when and why. One of those is Lucifer and he needs to know when men are going into habit. If its of God it has to be contained and if its of Allah, which is a demonic manifestation of a spirit called Lu, then it is a matter of waiting to devour them when they are in obeisance. It is then when they pray in such a matter to a Lu that they are caught in a compromising position. It is there when they are turned over to a demon named Satan who is of the lion and is of the devourer. He takes them and he eats at something we’ll call understanding. It takes away their will and it takes away their means of defense.

 God gives men grace and so five times a day, at least, the Mu has to graze and that is the cow spirit which is of the Hindu and of the Mu. They are related and they are fatted up for slaughter. So when there is a haj or a time of celebration for a New Year, the people are fatted up and ready for slaughter. They are taught to revolve and when they do its around a central port. And from that port come out demons by the billion who literally devour people while they stand.

 To put it into perspective if the Mu people knew what demons were doing to them while they walked they would scream and cry out to God, and not to Allah. They wouldn’t just cry out to God but they would beg Jesus to save them. There is no more powerful man in all history human or not. And there is no more powerful demon then Lu who was of Na and of Lu. He was a royal captain in the brigade of Christ. He was a royal na or Na which was part of a Royal Nation. He was of Mars but so what? God is of Eden and of Mer and of Mars and of Pluto. The fact is Lu was Mu and Mu was a lion and the lion was part of the history of our planet. It just so happens we have good reason to believe that Morgana survived because she was of Royal blood. And that meant she was on the one planet necessary for her to survive. And if she was cast into the sea it meant there was salt there and that helped her survive.

 She wasn’t perfect but none of us are. She went into history and became part of the Court of Arthur. He really did have a round table and it was surrounded by knights who had swords. They were of the cru who went into all the world searching for the holy grail which Christ drank from. They found it, or so they thought. In reality? It is buried under a sea of garbage somewhere near Jerusalem.

 Now there are treasures still in Jerusalem. They are there and will be there a thousand generations from now when, if we are good, God will raise it out of the sea. The sea is the sea but He is going to hide the city because we are not capable of loving the city as she was meant to be seen. It will be in a place where there were two other cities meant to be seen. One was Ant and it was the city of Wisdom. The other is Cherith and I may have mentioned it as being the City of Time. It was there that Jason, who was really the Prince of Persia, claimed his beloved waited underneath the Sands of Arabia. The problem is God knows those sands and it isn’t there. It is hidden in the sea and it will remain there for all time. It is there and it will be hidden until man is finished fighting. And if we never learn we’ll never see the glories God has prepared for us.

Now finally I wish to close because I am tired. Not because I’m forced to but because I chose to. This story will go on for years but I’ll close it for now by saying “Don’t live in the past or wait in vain for a future. Trust and live today.”