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The locket of sin
January 25, 2007
Part 84 Ozone Hole
Joel Akin
What is the purpose of life? If we had an answer it might be that God created us to be happy. He created us to be content. He made us so that we might praise and honor and glorify His name. In all the world there would be those who would want to do so. They would serve God with all their heart. They would honor him in all things. In all things life would go well and most would be happy.
Yet what if we were possessed by an alien? Would we be happy if sin turned out to be an alien? Would you be one of those who would struggle with media and with others over the destruction of it from earth? Some would ask “Why can’t we save it in a bottle?”
“Why can’t we hold it a little longer?” What if this special device that we call a heart was created by them with an additive called a valve and what if the valve opened up to feed them? Would we still want the worm?
God called Jacob a worm. He saw we were like the worm. Yet none of us really sees ourselves as worm. If the wyrm were the dragon and man was the worm then who really is free of sin? To be that into perspective we would have to turn to Heaven for an answer. There the men who created the worm said it was a device used to make men desire who had lost their desire. They would wear a locket and the locket would give them hope.
So lets say the locket was called Sin and Sin came from Single and Single spoke of a little bird that came and nested in your heart. And lets suppose this is a true story.
Now if we want that locket it is still there waiting for men to pick up. It is buried in the earth and the worm is still in it and still waiting for a man to find. It would then take their heart and give them a rush of desire and they would feel normal again. Only the problem wouldn’t be that they had rushed out but they had rushed in. For this locket isn’t the one you want. It took men into the rush and it took their ling into it. And it took their long into it and it was the most obscene desire the worm had created.
It might have ended well except for one problem. The worms owner died and he went to hell. He was Sin. He forgot where he had dropped the locket and fortunately it fell into the sea and was lost to time. It isn’t the kind of locket you want to wear. It would carry you into desire and you would fight it until the worm died and you were carried to hell. For no one could resist the evil worm for the worm was evil.
And the worm became evil because it was fed on a modern dose of black oil which went into the earth. And the worm matured and went into men but it had no one to hold it. So the worm went into men and sought their mind. It found their heart and tore out a hole in the brain and it went into them and it made them its slave.
Now God knew the owners of the locket had intended it for good. It would be as if someone built a car and someone spruced it up to include a monster inside. It wasn’t men in heaven who were responsible for the creature.
The creature was the element of what went into the locket. For the worm was lonely and it built an empire of sin. And it went into men and into their heart and it duplicated itself until all men were nothing more then vision and sight.
Now the black oil fell from the hole we call ozone. It came down spiritually into the heart of the Sampo. It went into the Sampo and it was there the worm lived. Not in the crack in the tooth of Wise Bel but in the heart of the Sampo.
The heart of the Sampo was not the quasar or any part of it. If that happened all of earth would have to be annihilated with prejudice in a matter of a millisecond. It could not survive and for the grace of God you and I would be nothing. We would not exist. It would have destroyed life and it is a thought that would send chills down the back of everyone in Heaven.
For no one had written those things which Sin wanted as much as to own the wishing well. It wasn’t a new thought it was an ancient thought. For God saw the worm and knew its desire was to own the quasar at the heart of earth. So God wrote a key and called it love and set it up so only one who loved would find it.
And the heart of earth was part of the puzzle of the mystery of things that were meant to be. Men came by the million to solve the puzzle hoping they had enough love to open up the puzzle. No one did and no one could except God. Yet God wanted to raise up a man who would love earth. So he wrote a program and called it Hope and said if someone would seek Hope and seek her with all his heart he would be granted earth.
Now earth wasn’t of the heart of men. It wasn’t of the heart of the creature. It wasn’t of the heart of things but was of the heart of God. It was meant to provide a way for people to find a way into the mystery of things yet to come.
They sought out the creation and in that moment they saw the creature of life. Now the creature of life should best be called the li. The li is what broke in half and was twisted by time. It became the ancient and the old. It became the heart of soul and the moderate li. The moderate li was like a dream which passed in the night. Men saw it and said “Did it...” And that is all they could say. For they saw it as a dream and it was mist and it passed and they could not remember what it was. For the li was of the heart and the heart held the truth of things. And in that moment of existence men saw. They truly saw and were rewarded with life and with joy and with hope.
Yet do you still want to know the name of her who was earth? For she wasn’t just the dream and not just the heart of li. She was the broken measure which had never been finished. The measure of which I’ve spoken. She was Joy. Joy who had been murdered by Ra, by the man we call today Satan. He was Sir Ra, the line of men who had stolen the heart clasp which held the pin of desire. It penetrated into their heart and they used it with other men as a way of initiation into the deep. It was meant to be men with men in homosexual tryst. It wasn’t meant to be outside the soul or outside the body. They did it inside their bodies where it dishonored their soul. They were broken off from God because they refused to submit the worm to others. As in they refused to give it up.
For they brought in others and they put the clasp to their heart and after awhile they just did it without even telling them. The person was filled with the worm and the worm became a silent master which controlled men. It worked on women but not as well or as powerfully. It just turned them inside out with anger because they had no option. They had to have each other with desire and it was a battle they fought with gist and angst.
There were those who cried out to God but they were in sin and no one knew what was wrong with them. They turned each other into evil and evil into silence. It wasn’t something they could hide so they went after each other until no one knew if they were real or if they were sin. It became a hidden secret and those women who had sin didn’t know why they went after each other. They called it love and it was but not the way God had created them.
No one had a better method of dealing with it then Joy. She was the greatest woman who had ever existed. Why? Because she had knowledge of things that no one else had. She had the ability to see into the future and could ride the storm with her thoughts. She could carry you into her thought and she could show you things with movie like clarity in her mind. It was as if you joined her in a virtual world which was called her mind. She was human but she had gift after gift after gift because she pleased God. And God saw her as one of the most amazing women He had ever met.
To meet such a woman meant she had an ability which was amazing and it was her way. Now it was way which later became wei. People said it was the wei of Joy and God didn’t mind but he did become concerned because she was also the light of Joy and that meant she had become a sound in nature. That was when Lucifer tried to destroy her and tried to take her name and put her down. Now she wasn’t meant to be put down except as a miss to her mast. In a way that is how she put it; as in she was the miss and she was the part which came close to desire. Men heard of her and wondered if she was real. Why didn’t she marry? Why didn’t she serve men? Why did she sing?
Now Joy did sing and some said she had a voice incomparable to another. She did and she would be a voice like the best earth has to offer. She would be young and she would be like the Charlotte Church or one of the other young singers who could stand just on her voice. It was a sound that Sin wanted and he wanted to control it by developing it from artificial sources. He took Joy and made a fake image of her and called it Joy. She was so angry she found a way to have it destroyed. She said “I will not have an image made of me.”
Now the image she spoke of was an image meant to produce sound. I suppose in our day the pulling of strings is the base of our evil. Take for example Mrs Furby. She can speak and sometimes seems to be intelligent. Yet she is still a perky recording that is based on movement and pressing the right button. She isn’t going to hit you except with words. Now the problem with Sin is that he created a locket and put the voice of Joy into the heart of it along with an artificial worm.
It isn’t a joke that today’s computers carry the danger of bugs, worms and viruses. And even a few horses. The problem with these things is they are bent on evil and God had to find a cure for man before man takes on the nature of Sin. And then takes a voice we love and puts into it a worm which then goes into the nature of men. You say it can’t happen but sooner or later that boundary between men and machine will begin to wander. And if men insist on building up things inside of men they will find it tears them apart. History does repeat and repeat and repeat and God will let us go to the way of Sin if we insist. But it is hoped that this time we will learn and this time we will hear His voice in time to stop ourselves. If we don’t then sin will creep in like the worm and our heart becomes the core of knowledge and we are not able to find a worm protector who will save us from that sin.
Joy had a gift and it was singing. I said she was like Charlotte Church and some might hate her voice. It might seem too simple or too easy going. Some like it hard and some like it soft. Charlotte had no choice in the voice she inherited but she did treat it with care. She knew it was her part of the story and she knew that she had to care for it. But if I told you Charlotte Church was Joy that would be spooky. She isn’t but she does have an ability called gift. And gift is like a tree.
And the tree I speak of is the Sampo. The Sampo was the tree of knowledge of good and evil and it was the tree from which the Finn had to eat even though it had not yet been processed.
The Finn was one of the few people who had ever walked in Eden and one of the few who had helped to build the tree. Now I speak of the Finnish and the Finnish is part of the history of men. We were made by God to see things and know and to understand and to comprehend and to rise up to sing. And from the Finnish land came the woman we call Joy. She was of the Finn people and she did come from their time.
Now Joy was of Wisdom and Wisdom had a man she loved by the name of Time. Time was of sin and his nature was of Sin. It is hard to understand how a wonderful woman could have fallen for Sin but she did. She fell into his heart and he took her and broke her into two parts. He took the part which was Wisdom and he took the part which was Hope. And he took the part which was of woman and he took the part which was of Sin.
He then took Sin, and that part was male, and he built up for it a recognizing software called Li. He put Li into the heart of Sin and then took Sin and put into it Hope. And he then took Joy and put her in Hope. He took her and burned her mind so she was unable to think and then he released her into the tree.
Now the Tree was of the Finnish race and they went and took the tree and built a memorial for they saw that Sin had created something beautiful. They didn’t see it as evil for it was of true Joy and true Hope. It was the Sin that bothered some but most didn’t care. They wanted it to remain and they stayed their hand from destroying it.
When they had finished taking Joy into their heart they then took Joy to the tree and they sacrificed her there on the alter. They had created a blasphemy for she was still alive but they did not know this for she was of the tree. When they saw blood come out they were afraid and they cried out to God “What have we done?”
God saw it and wanted to strike them all, not just with death, but with a plague. Yet he looked back and saw it was the work of Sin and Sin had gone into the tree and had become part of its name. And it became a tree of Sin and of death. Only it wasn’t just of death but was also of the race from which Joy had come from.
It is true she was of the Finn people but they were not of earth. They were of Niburu and they had become more then just men. They had become part of the tree of which their history records. They had become part of the Sampo and the Sampo had gone into their blood. And their blood had carried the Sin into their heart and their heart hadn’t cursed them. Instead it had grown moss and moss was a sign of life. And so the people of Finn were able to hold back the curse of Sin by their prayer.
Yet it wasn’t just the people of Norway or Finland or Iceland or Sweden or Switzerland or Russia nor any of those countries which had become part of the curse which had gone into the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. That was reserved for the people of earth. And we men of this age carried it further and deeper then any race since the beginning. We had fallen into the tree and we had fallen into the race for evil. And we had become part of the history of the people of things we did not understand.
It seemed the Sampo carried the blood of Joy into its root and the root of the tree became the source of evil for men. For we had eaten of the fruit and it had bore death into each one of us. And we had no one to turn to except to God who set his heart towards us. He saw we had become cursed by a deep plan of evil.
It may be hard to explain why these things came to be. Some would say it was a legacy of brotherhood or the fellowship of comrades who want to try things to make themselves feel as if they belong. The initiation took on levels of personal and personal became the lip upon the cheek upon the lip upon those things best left out. It was a part of the story of men that some wanted this. Some added it and worked it into their li and into their lin and into their ling. And the ling was the line of men and it became the one thing of men that we who were opposed to such things had little voice to stop.
For we cried to God and we said “Why God, did men turn to homosexuality? Why did they turn their bodies over to each other?”
It seemed no one knew. It seemed no one knew how to care. We said scripture went against it and it did. Yet we didn’t know how it worked or why. We didn’t know it was of an alien race called the Angel and that Man fell for the Angel and Men for them. It was of the Dragon and he who provided the sacred worm. And it was the being named Sin who rose from the worm and came into men’s heart and burned a trail of desire all the way down to their private part. And the season of the desire went into their heart until men could not understand anything but longing for each other based on the desire of women to men.
And yet if I tell you that this wasn’t the way we were created you would say I am trying to create a lie to hinder men from loving each other as they desire. Well, if I am wrong then it should be a joke. I suspect the truth of it will scare you. Because I know God is coming and I know He is very angry. And if you should chose to keep that little worm then God has no choice but to destroy you. Because it only comes out when you have anal intercourse with another male no matter what age they are. And that anal intercourse is of men but women who burn it into each other also bear a different type of worm called lust. It is based on sin worm but it will have to be destroyed the hard way. By death.
Now that doesn’t sound like fun so let me say I’m not saying death of the body but of the sin. Which means God has created an antidote. And again men and women will have a choice.
Just let me put it into simple terms. Once you see what Sin did to men and what Satan did to each one of us, if you are still a fan of sin then you are one of them. Part of their clan and that means they love burning. It really is their favorite habitat because they came from the race of dragons.
Now if you are a wannabe sin worm you’ll soon find out you are not a dragon. And it should be know God doesn’t know of any dragons still alive. If there are two yet to come they would be male for all the women dragons failed to give heed to the signs of the times and threw themselves into evil as well as men. And they went into evil so much they turned off their gene that told them they were pregnant and burned their children over the flame of evil by killing them.
Not one dragon woman wanted to survive and not one did. They saw their men turn into vile spirits and they said “If no one loves us then we will die. For God made the dragon women to love swapping spit with their mate. And that meant burning desire. So I guess that means we’ll just have to write about them because within a thousand years the spirits of them will be exterminated from the data base of race. And the race will end and the race will cease for they came into this universe with one desire. To procreate until all the universe was filled with only them.
So if you are one of them then remember they were evil. They were vile. They were spirits. They were not of flesh and had no blood that was red. It wasn’t green nor red but blue. And it was so clear you could see yourself in it. And someday God will make a representation to show us. But it would be something men would desire. It would be something they would long for. For it was handsome in a rugged sort of way. Evil natured. Evil sounded for it roared like no other creature that ever lived. They were men but they could roar. And how they did roar. And no other creature sounded like it. It was a mix between life and breath. Not the sound of a child nor the sound of a man. But the sound of a grunting hog but with a measure of coolness to it. More like the sound of a hog on heels. Not wheels.
Anyway some might think I’ve heard them. I haven’t. I can just remember things by faith. I was there when they swept aside all defenses among men. I know they came into our folds and into our homes and into our cities and into our land. They filled it from one end to the other with their race. And they raced us into earth and into cave and into tree and into hill and into mountain and into sea. They took our land and they took our dreams and they took our stars and they took us and threw us down. We became fodder and we became food and the story V is a tame thing compared to what they did. For they were vile and they were stench and they treated us as food. And we were food and we were fed food until we bleched it out. For they fed us vile cut and vile food until even the spirit in man cried out for surcease. For they stole our dream.
And he who was Sin was the last of them. He was the most vile and the most stile born of them all. None could tell him he was wrong and he took us as a race. That’s right. Sin, took us human and made us his slave. We never knew it. At least not this way. We became all slave. All of us. Not one of us didn’t serve Sin and didn’t serve him as fodder. For we continued to do his bidding and as did Lucifer and even Satan who was of the dragon.
He had no choice and no one but Christ knew what men suffered. He saw men as dog because we served under the table of the master. And we didn’t know it and we didn’t care. For we had food and we had people to love and we lived in a world controlled by Sin. But we didn’t know that and it was good. Because it might creep us out at night if we thought too deeply of it. Don’t worry, Sin would hear and come into our room while we slept and abuse us a little. And we would wake up with a few marks, a few claws, but our memory of him would be wiped away. We had a clean slate only we now served him with deeper and deeper evil.
For some of us called out to evil but we didn’t know the demon served Sin. We didn’t know the angel served Sin. At least the fallen. And it seemed we all fell for sin day by day by day. We Christian didn’t know why we should care about one sin. We didn’t know it was the daily meal we provided for our worm. The food we gave to it. We didn’t know. We cared. We just fought it and that was the one worm. The one evil we were born into.
And so it went. And so it became an abject story of our race. We Americans who provided freedom to the sin race of the Mu. For they were the race that provided us with the in-depth source of the worm. And it expanded among men of our race until we had become like them. And it took that spirit called death and we were thrown into it with glee. We cast off our children. We swore if men would not love us we would carry our children to the pit with us.
We did those things and we carried evil in us. And we said we were free but we were under bondage. And we fell into sleep and into a state so close to death. And no one heard our pleas for help. No one among all the race of men survived. Even those who turned to Christ had life of spirit but their soul was under authority of the dragon. And Sin took that body and abused it night after night. And tore it apart until there was little left. For every vile spirit that existed was asked to pick out a Christian body and find a way to destroy it. They did and they had no choice for they were of sin. And sin rose up and took us into evil and into every vile until we wanted it. Until we scrounged in the garbage and found it. We searched for the worm so that we might find something to satisfy it.
It was over and we were on our way to a place called Gido. Arm of Gido or the arm of death. It was there where God planned to destroy us all. In one massive blast that would obliterate the hole in the North. In one massive blast which we men would provide we would see our race join the race of the dragon. Join the race of the Elf. Join the race of the evil spawn. And yet it all came to naught because of one thing. God cared. He saw us and saw us as lost sheep. We had all gone astray. No one of us knew what was happening to us. We had fallen into evil and we had fallen so hard we were bearing it down into the grave. And there men were fighting just as they were on earth. And it was bearing up to a world called Heaven. And it was there where Peter saw it coming and cried out “God, they are breaking the bond of Heaven and of Earth.”
And we laughed because we said “It would be all right.” We were angry with God for not showing up but we didn’t know that they were fighting with prayer and fasting day after day for nearly two hundred thousand years. That is when our moon was taken out of the earth and God put in the Sampo. Not the one that is being placed there now but the Sampo called knowledge. The world tree which was meant to provide us men with knowledge.
We wanted it so we could help in the construction. Sin took it as his and we let him take it. We didn’t protest when they took us from our homes. We didn’t protest when they took us from the school where we learned of knowledge. We didn’t know that earth was the center of knowledge for the entire universe. We didn’t know that man was the center of the universe for all races. We were the center of knowledge. And that bothered the dragon race. They took our world and hid it inside of a hole called a black hole. It was there where God reversed it so that it became a miniature quasar so that it would bring forth dreams and hope and desire.
And we were thrown out of our world so it became barren for a long time. Only a handful of men survived and they were carried by Sin to the Grave and the grave. And we were thrown down into the pit of hell and Hell. Men who did nothing and women who cried out for release. And God said “I must find a way to help them.”
It seems so quiet. God must? As if there was something God could not do. As if. Yet we said to God “Keep out of our business” and we were so angry we cursed God. We said He had allowed it and the allowance of God was the sting and the scorpion. It became evil to mention Him. It became evil to say his name. It became evil to mention anything that God might do or might have done or might have thought or might have imagined. Everything became based on what men wanted. They took Him out of the home and it was there where He belonged. They took him out of school and out of the laws that rose up. We are not speaking just of this age but of ages that were.
Men died and they were born to Hell because they were told that is where men belonged. It was horror because it wasn’t where they lived but where they were sent. Because men hated God. God couldn’t touch them so he had to find a way to help them. And he did it with his heart by breaking himself in half. It was something God did so we might have life. Everyone of us is held together by God. He inhales and we inhale. We breath and he breaths. He linked us to him because he saw we wanted freedom. It wasn’t just the Negro spirituals of the early part of previous centuries it was us. Us evil men who dared to write with honesty. We were all slaves. And if that bothers you then tell God that I, as a white man, claim to have been a slave. And then hear if God tells you to shut up. I won’t claim to be free totally but I am on the way to freedom. I can hear the sound of bonds being broken a little bit each day. I have heard the cry of Freedom lifting up her wings. I have seen the day approaching when men will cry for they have heard the sound of liberty ringing from the highest court in the land. Not the court of law but the court of liberty.
The courts of the most high has called us men down from our spire where we fight each other. He has said “Do not sin” for our trail of stink follows us everywhere we go. Men have burdened each other with evil and some men and some nations have broken laws that we call precious. Yet to them I would add don’t fail to hear the word of God. Don’t fail to heed scripture. Don’t fail to listen to the word of Jesus. For he is coming to help heal men of the bruise and the welt of sin. For all of us bore it. We carried the stripe of sin and the stripe of its evil and we bore it deep inside where no one but he could bear. He heard our cry from the sound of sleep and no one knew we were still alive. They laughed and they mocked when Jesus said “She is not dead she only sleeps.” And we were the voice of one who could not hear and could not speak and could not issue. We spoke out of the depth, as did Jonah, we cried from the wilderness as did Moses, we sang to the choir as did David.
And it seemed there were none who heard us and we lifted up the voice of the Lord until He was and is ready to sing. He would say there is no voice that inspires like this man. And he wishes that to be written, in all the land. For there is no man who understands Sin as does he.
And so it is a story that is written and I write it with care. I am a man who has found the secret to life was in God all along. I knew it from my youth and I knew it when I aged and when my hair turned white before my time. And I felt it in the pangs of sorrow, of death and of pain of evil that most will never see. And yet in this moment I realize that we are men and God set us here on earth for a reason. So that we might see his story and his heart for us. It was here God set his feet up to rest. It is here where knowledge covered the land and the sea. And it is here where God is preparing to open a way so that we might see.
For the spirit of God shall come with a Holy Kiss, and the Holy Spirit shall speak softly “Awake. Awake thou that sleepest.” And he who is the King of Kings shall reach down and tug at our still hand, the still hand cradled in the hand of the one who loved us and who died for us and who cherished us so that even he is still there clinging to us with life.
And if we could only see that moment and know the love God had for us we would not question but be reassured. For we know that His love covers the land and the sea and the air. And it is the sound of the last trump, the voice of Joy, the song of Joy, the Hope of Joy, that shall ring forth. And there will be singing throughout the land. And the people of earth shall make to themselves matching footstools in honor of the Lord. And they shall rest their feet while Satan’s heel is bruised.
And we men shall sing to the Lord a new song. A new song of hope. For we were men and we had turned away from the Lord. And we had betrayed him who came with the Holy Kiss. The Holy kiss to wake us. To wake us who were dead. For we were as dead men. But the one who gave us life is the one who spoke to us and said ‘Lets go son. A new day has begun.”
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