The Middle of Life in the Bull

Why the box is made up of little things that make a big difference in life

September 21-30, 2010

Joel Akin

Isaiah 51:20 Thy sons have fainted, they lie at the head of all the streets, as a wild bull in a net: they are full of the fury of the LORD, the rebuke of thy God.

A long time ago a Bull rode up to walk the streets of a town called Lethbridge in Alberta. The town was the box of lights then and it was a house of memories that fell to the side of the road and carried up to God as a form of a gopher. The gopher fell again and again until a box of frames came up on a story by a friend who was the form of Victory in Victor Lethbridge. He came from a form of lights out of the Last Stand of Custer and that is a story in itself that one day will be told by men who were there and who heard the curse of men and the curse of their labor to end the life of the people we call native.

The native people held life up to God so often they heard him speak to them in fullness of the creature and they heard God speak in the likeness of the gopher on up to the peoples of the buffalo.

Yet as one part native myself, Mohawk, I had a great grandmother who was all Mohawk and I had a father who still carries the pride of the nose on that side of the family.

It is the nature of life that proves we all had something in us called life and God saw me faint because I had no one to hear me speak and yet in the frame of a native I heard a friend speak of his heritage and was impressed by his book “Little Chief and Mighty Gopher” The Pemmican Frenzy by Victor Lethbridge and suggest if possible you find a copy of the story and read it.

The price of life is the box of frames I copy over and over and over and I find that not all images are clear or usable. Some share a story in confusion and are bossed with lines that make no sense. Other times the story speaks to me of life and it is the frame of a gopher that I have seen many times in this story though not all images of it are clear.

I have seen images that impress me much and images that hold value to life and images that frame a reply over and over and over until they speak to things that are of the future and of things futuristic.

These are images that hold value and hold men captive to the story of the gophers who were held down by the box of pemmican or the flesh that was dried out and tried to escape only to find they were too big to leave back through the hole they came up in.

I speak not of the pemmican but of life and we as men sought a way out of life only the only way out had to be by Christ and that came through our end or by our death.

When Victor’s family came to be the price of a story from Custer’s last stand they broke the rules of life by surviving. They carried the story to people and it held captive a generation of life and a people who came up to stand as the last of the people who were stone made for in one language the word Leth stands for the word rock and the rock bridge is the point of a compass over and over and over again in a place that was of the worm or Novaya Zemelya and it was the cost of the land that was new or in a way of Star Trek “The Undiscovered Country” and it is a land new and broken by fire of life.

The box of life continues to bear in a price of measure in odd images which are cost effective to printing over and over and over until some of them refuse to print on this form and are carried off by time.

That is the way of life and the way of a frame in our realm and perhaps one day in others. The frame is the box of images which are held up by men, or by me, to God in prayer each and every day. At least when man prays through to life, and that means they hold value up in a way that is good for repetition or for replication of life.

22nd

Middle Bull is Victor Lethbridges native name as spoken of in the book he wrote and mentioned earlier, or Tatanka Ocokanyan.

I mention it again because of the phrase Middle Bull and it is the word Bull we find in many words today though sometimes spelled unusually like terrible or veritable or even cable and it is the nature of these words which has a spiritual connotation in our language and a point to the bull word which was created by God from the name ‘get go’ for its power and grace.

The power of the middle is the power of the might of the mjind and the power of the center of the heart which is ca and ca can mean middle bots of the mind or middle bots of the frame and bots is another word for the image above of the land mass above Siberia which I call the undiscovered country or Novaya Zemelya.

It is there where Russia experiment with the Tsar bomb and it is there that the Tsars held the largest explosion known to man in the bombing of nuclear items or bombs which went off in a time of experimentation of power.

The point is that in the bible we have the word worm more then once framed often with things like dust or earth in the sense of the grave or things that refer to tatters or to pomp of men which is things that end up tattered in time of storage because things degrade.

Isaiah 66:24 And they shall go forth, and look upon the carcasses of the men that have transgressed against me: for their worm shall not die, neither shall their fire be quenched; and they shall be an abhorring unto all flesh.

In Isaiah we find a scripture that refers to carcasses of men who’s worm does not die. This is a reference, I believe, to the nature of the body filled with radioactive nature and it is the worm which is of fire or radioactivity, like that which spills out of the sun and is poison if not used with a suit or an atmosphere between you and it.

The value of this is the box of meats in the body of men. We who are in prayer go to God for help to overcome the body of flesh in order to find a way to life in something called the rapture.

The rapture is the nature of life that holds men up out of the frame of the curse and into life and into the frame of life in the heart of God. This frame is free from the taint of the worm.

In order for us to find a way to obtain the rapture we have to put on the WAY or Way or way of God but few find the way and fewer yet know how to put it on. This means that out there are people who pray and know prayer works but use it to find answers in the little things around us.

The other frame is when we take prayer to God and ask “How do we obtain a rapture?”

That is what I am doing with prayer and I am learning that God intended us to fight this way from the beginning only no one wanted to because they said Luke 18:27 And he said, The things which are impossible with men are possible with God.

If we take the scripture to the end of the line we end up proving that God does all things and we do nothing but attend church and try to find a way of witnessing to others through our work with people around us.

This is the price of prayer that I could not do this and the price of prayer that God showed me that faith was the price of doing the impossible but with him and I working together to found a new concept in the rapture.

23rd

Job 39:27 Doth the eagle mount up at thy command, and make her nest on high?
 

Not only will the eagle be at my command, according to the dreams God gave me, but it will not fly until commanded by me. I speak here by grace only that in a dream God gave me an egg upon a bridge. The bridge is the price of a war over the worm and the land below which seems to hover over Novaya Zemelya over and over and over again. Later on I will show it hovering over the land of Novaya Zemelya or NZe as the price of a bridge and above is the price of a head below and an eagle still in its youth and the eagle God showed me growing from an egg he had given me to raise on that bridge.

Now the point is that I asked God a question “Does the nature of this question in Job refer to this situation in my life?” and the answer is in a way but only in a way of life.

The point of the eagle I raise up is a problem solving issue for those who wish to know what is happening with unusual images off of Greenland and down by Antarctica. For if these images continue to escalate then they need to know I was called by God to refer to these images as a price of preparation for the rapture.

The price of preparation is the nature of know what some mean and what some refer to and why images are not to be tossed aside lightly as in the form of ideas some have that they are man made and provable by something called HAARP or the price of playing with the ionosphere which is something men want to do to string along a line of insight to other ways of thinking or other ways of life.

The HAARP line is the price of freedom for the small but the reasoning of the eagle is to know if it is under my command or is it meant to be under command of God as in directly.

To answer that isn’t sin when I say that in the dream the flight of the eagle did not come to pass until I was on the eagles back along with Christ Jesus and another person who was a child. The eagle, in the dream, refused to fly to the other side of the house of Belle until I had joined in with them in full.

To put this into perspective I belong to the cast of Christ Jesus as a bloodline of life because of prayer with God as a father. God knows me personally and despite what you might think about being known of the father the price of it comes by hearing and hearing as the words of God directly to you and not by chance reading of scripture and saying “This is just for me” though God by His Spirit can form an attitude with you in commonness of house belief as I once had with Him who is the father.

I have asked this often of him, before the time of trouble, and it was “Did you know who I really was then” and Gods answer was that he knew me as a friend because we had a commonness of heart and a commonness of life in a dream we shared.

Then the world was wide open to ideas and it was filled with dreams on all sides but then trouble ended that and God was cast off by those who hated his will. They built a weapon of family against family and they called it fear and it was the house of a pin and the house of pain.

24th

An oddity in the weather is this giant skate or foot wear of some kind. Study the area without clouds and it appears to be the shape of a foot with some kind of footwear on it. Is this a sign of God putting down a foot here to test the world and to see if anyone really notices these things? I do and I try to keep a record of oddities that I see which resemble something I can speak of such as this giant boot on the land we call Russia.

Ezekiel 38:16 And thou shalt come up against my people of Israel, as a cloud to cover the land; it shall be in the latter days, and I will bring thee against my land, that the heathen may know me, when I shall be sanctified in thee, O Gog, before their eyes.

Read the scripture as the sign of ‘no cloud’ over Russia and see how it fits in to the last days.

Who then would come as a cloud to cover up Israel if not the leader of the elementals of time or Time as made by the Devil? He who held the foundations of God, the place we call hell. It was hell which was made of Time praying through over the darkness but Time didn’t know it and fell to the lies of time over and over and over until the way of God made clear that all things done by men are men who have made sacrifices in life.

Thus the Devil was a man named Eduardo but he held the light of men up to God so often that he fell to his own lie and he was the stone of fire in the hell of ‘please God. Give me help’ when he had no reason not to help those who were around him and had no need for help of any kind.

Thus the darkest lie of all is his house being pure and he helped deceive those who were of life by taking on those things which originally were of God for God made all things pure in the beginning.

Thus if hell were made by God from the beginning then He who is God now made hell for a place of judgment of life. Those who are in hell are judged and made manifest either of things pure or of things judged to be of the grave and its pomp of men  who rise up to take out heaven by way of falling angels or falling lines of words put up to bear witness to the things of God.

This is why God made all things pure and why the angels, 1/3rd of them, fell with angels of darkness into the pit to be burned up forever and ever and ever. They created a line of life from the grave and tried to raise it up to the little gate of heaven which was the line of the soul of a ship of a cherub who fell.

The point of this story is God is holding me up to the truth so that I might speak it forth in the future when He shows up to lay down a charge over all those spirits who lie either to me or try to lie by way of my gate of life. Thus each sewer is based on the line of Truth or the line of stench and if by chance it is a heart meant to be healed then it is the frame of heavens sewer lines which hold value in what we call the ne gate or negation of life without measure of its curses and thus the Devil we call Eduardo is the frame for a story so deep in the future people will actually have to pay attention in order to speak of it with knowledge because of its twists and turns.

25th

If we are in the Bull of life then we are in the full or formidable time of life. The formidable is the Middle Bull or the frame for a bridge yet to be revealed in these pages.

The price of the bridge is the doorway to life.

If the door is of God then when the bridge is made possible then God opens a way to a door of peoples who are native to build a bridge of stone or a Midable form of life. This means that God will use those who are willing to be used of him in a big way.

How? The price of this is yet a mystery but God doesn’t make mistakes in names nor in places of peoples who are to be founded on things we throw away. The price of subsidence is the price of the middle of the boxes and boxes are peoples ones throws out with the garbage because no one knows what else to do with them.

Exodus 23:3 Neither shalt thou countenance a poor man in his cause.

Exodus 23:6 Thou shalt not wrest the judgment of thy poor in his cause.

Once men were wise in the use of medicine. The natives of America were the people to be held up with life for the sake of the medicine leaf but few today remember the causes they held up to men for the sake of the leaf, even to the tobacco for it held life in the frame also of healing of things lost in time or lost to time of men.

Thus when men throw out things that are life in things like tobacco or hemp then those things are become as garbage when God made them for a very real purpose even if the church goes along with cursing them as very unclean.

The fact is that most preachers preach against their use, if not most, simply because of life being sin and life being sinful. If the body were healed simply because it was price for healing then all things in the world, even those caused by pain in our age, would be mild aphrodisiacs in the sense of life in the story of time or Time.

Now the poor man comes into the story because we who are rich in things must give to the poor. When the poor are not given poor mans choices then it is the nature of places like the shops that carry the tattered garments who have an overabundance who no longer accept things that are not perfect. This means most things end up garbage. This is why today the world we are in is filled to overflowing even though none of us knows what tomorrow will bring.

26th

We hold up time to be the price of a fair bough or beau depending on who is at the wheel at the moment. For if the wheel of Belle or beautiful is the price of a frame in apples of gold then who is the silver cord spoken of?

Ecclesiastes 12:6 Or ever the silver cord be loosed, or the golden bowl be broken, or the pitcher be broken at the fountain, or the wheel broken at the cistern.

Proverbs 25:11 A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in pictures of silver.

The silver cord is related to the bowl broken. The bowl is the reflection in the face if the wine is in it but the cord of silver is Truth.

The fact is that a wheel here is spoken of at the cistern and that is the sewer wheeling up a price of life in the cord of the flesh or the worm of the bough or beau. In this is a frame of beautiful and words of beauty as written either by Solomon or men of his time. They worked words in and out of the frame of silver as the book of life or the book of dreams for it held the frame of a box for the king to remember who or what was special to him in life. Thus the frame of his book became the court line of the branches who came to speak forth words of beauty to the king as written based on his most precious lines possible.

This is why the silver cord is held down by life today and why if the silver cord were  ever loosed again it would produce a key to life in the frame of wonder over the corded chords of sound spoken upon the keys to the sounds of the Heart of Gold.

27th

Above is the cord of silver as written about in the bible. The silver cord loosed upon man for the first time in history is the above type of bridge over Novaya Zemelya or the new land of life. For if it is held down by frost or fire so it is based on the cord of silver in the price of a land above it that we call the North Pole.

The price of the North is the price of the fair land as spoken of in Job.

Job 37:22 Fair weather cometh out of the north: with God is terrible majesty.

Jeremiah 46:20 Egypt is like a very fair heifer, but destruction cometh; it cometh out of the north.

As the fair wind comes from the north side of life so comes the Son of God to build a price of life in the fair side of dreams. For if God held the Sons of God or sons, to the price of the north/North, then they held it up to the territory of Russia in the future for their might in war.

If it fell to Canada as a land of healing they forgot to build a central wealth depository for the sake of the weak and poor and forgot them in the wealth of riches around them and took this as theirs and not a bit to the things of God.

Thus God took the weakest link, the poor heifers, and he built upon them the cow of traditions and he took traditions to the North side of the Pole and broke upon it a house of men bent in age. They took Time as the bot of the worm in the communal line of Worth and created a build with the Devil over the soul of the Cherub.

Cherub fell and she who were/was Truth fell to the land beneath Cuba where the Devil woke up a link to a man we call Eduardo.

Some will say I cannot know this but I price it to the fair side of life in Truth who appeared often in life and is part of the price of this bridge building experiment with God over Novaya Zemelya. Until this period of life I did not know the worm land existed.

Yet in the price of the fair bot it exists as Time landed down and that means a hole has appeared as of this writing in Times house of Ra and that is the price of the fair heifers or heifer going to Israel and appearing without recourse to anything else that might be there for us in time or life.

Thus Time as Ra, or the former name of Sin as he once was, held down the price of time of the Devil and his followers on this world and broke their hearts so they no longer hold the price of freedom on life.

Thus the formidable is a price of stone lands for the peoples of America to found if they wish in the future. It is also the price of Time opening a hole in the partnership with Truth as the bot or worm of life carried under Cuba and carried up to God for healing of her youth and restoration of the soul of the ship which was hers. This ship is a massive or giant shape like a pyramid and the pyre is the firm of a giant shape where the wind lifts up the fire within and takes it back to the foundational lines of life that once were and recreates the lines to life for men of God.

28th

The box of troubles is the box of time or Time. When Time first came to this world it was opened in the set of instructions and it held the bots of life here with care but...there were some who held the box with Truth and it held life to the bots and they fermented everything as a drink.

Thus the bots were like a form of yeast and the yeast was bacteria and it held life to the form of hostage like living. They wanted life to be filled with fermenting things and that became the wise bots who refused to drink what was fermented as a story of life with the law of God.

Thus men who drank grew drunk but like hell itself they could not discern when to say enough. Thus they held line to  sickness and they held line to time or Time  and they bought out the lines of Truth until all things in our world grew dark and dangerous.

The point is that out of the darkness God raised up men as lights of His glory and the glory of God grew and grew and grew until the entire world was filled except at the source of infection.

That was me and I held up God with all my heart only I could not break the infection in me nor hold the line.

Thus I came to be a price of a conundrum and the conundrum was that I held the line and the door open but I could not yet enter into heaven. I was without recourse of any kind except for one thing, I was a true friend to God.

Thus God set a course to me in person to liberate me and to set me free from the curse of life. I held the curse by prayer but I held it down enough that it might not be a plague outside of me or outside of those who had been directly infected from this side of the curse

29th

The biggest of all fares came to be the price of the arrows pointing up or down over and over and over again. People think arrows are common but in fact they are a labor of love in the life of prayer and a life of those who are in prayer over the fact or facts of life.

An arrow is like love in the sense of Eros and Eros is love in the sense of Time for he held the light of the cherub who was shot from the heart and he held time as the bots who wanted more then just a day with man to do their duty in life.

Thus even though some went south most were straight to the point of the north and they were the poles which held back sluices in the light of prayer and light in the light or light working with the light of God to bend down the frame that was of darkness.

30th

A world of the rapture is when God holds up men out of derision of me and takes them up via the house of men of God to a place they call heaven by a door called negate or negation of time.

The point is that I was caught up into a vast conspiracy to destroy those of us who prayed through. The point is that God held up the light of men and man carried the light to time and Time carried the light to the bough or the branch and paid a price in this story in order to be part of the price of the future in of all thing...wealth, but it produced a key in the branches wealth lines from me for being a friend to those who needed comfort in a time of life yet to come.

If all this sounds horrendously unbiblical then remember one thing, none of you sought God as did I. I held the line of God open even when everyone around me told me it was a waste of my time and maybe I should give up on it.

I know we all want to be good and pure but one man said it and showed it by showing up and that was enough for God to hold him firm in price to the future in honor even if the Church of God wonders how they will survive what is about to happen on earth or on this world as we now have it.

The rapture is based on prayer and prayer of one individual can conquer kingdoms if they have an army at their side and I did, those who held me up as my angels for God showed me with a small battalion of them working with me day and night.

The price of knowing you have angels is the same as saying that I have 40 and 40 is what was needed to overcome in this world and they bore great and tremendous trials just to deal with everything I sent their way in prayer, often assuming that they would deal with it rightly and they did.

Some might say 40 angels is too many but God showed me in a dream they were without measure in understanding but they came through in life by prayer and that is the power to raise up a kingdom if you have 40 with you in the price of a prayer line to God each day for they pray with you in war and in peace and they are the price of women angels and men for God also shared that with me and there is no law against women angels and no law that some say or believe among preachers that women angels are unclean. That is a myth stake and the stake impales people we don’t know with hurt because the world of angels surrounds us on all side with love and with joy.

The point of the rapture is the point of prayer and God showed me this in a dream of the church. When my father, who had prayed for about 50 years without a single break, had cared for the prayer plant called the trumpet flower, it grew up and up and up as a flower until it was ready to show its true heart when my father was hit by the enemy.

This lead the church to take the works carried forth and forward by my father to a place of leanage where he had to bear out those works to men and their power.

In the dream there was a day of garbage. That day they took the beautiful trumpet flower and they cast it down as one work that was unfit for the new church leader and he didn’t want it.

The stem of the flower was broken and that was all that was left was just the root of the flower but I picked it up and told God when awake “I will take on the responsibility for caring for that flower even if the flower itself was gone.”

Thus I became involved in my fathers business. I took on the load of fire of the new leader who saw me as a problem from the get go. He publicly stated in a sermon that he was not interested in talking about the rapture. He told us that it had passed its time and we had failed as a church with it and that we had to get down to business of winning souls instead.

Thus I fought with them over this and I fought with them over a spirit called Control and it built up a war over me so vast I had no conception at the time except that God came and broke it in a single time period of one and a half years of war with me in prayer and then handed me the power to show off to others the war I had fought had defeated the biggest catch of all, Satan himself.

However, and this is where war came in, I had no clue because I was caught into a type of rapture of the thoughts as God and I conversed in a time of great suffering that was beyond anything I had ever experienced before or could conceive of as being possible because it were as if I bore the price of the fires of hell in pain.

It was God who began to free me but he also told me a story, several actually, that if one warns a man of trouble and it is trouble that his friend forsees, then the trouble must be used wisely so no one is hurt only I thought God was speaking of another and not me.

After all, when you are in the fire at the moment of the warning, you cannot imagine God was speaking of a greater war yet still to come and one so vast in scope that it threatened the basis of your sanity...

Such things were the test I faced and I came close to losing it had not the father who is in prayer held me up in prayer so I would remain standing firm against foes so deep in the world that no one out there had a clue.

It is the nature of this story which was lifted from the pages of the bible for the scripture is based on a promise of Jesus returning and our family is the rapture line of men and women who believed beyond measure and who were destined to help prepare the way. We are called men and women though we know it not, and that was to protect us in our journey of great and tremendous suffering in life.

The Flintstones recently celebrated their 50th anniversary. I put it here as a comment on life that at the present age of 52 I am waiting still for the promise of healing. I have been weight induced and have had over the last month a sign of promise in losing about ten pounds with no further work then usual. I see that as a sign of hope for the sake of losing more during the coming months until I get back to normal which to me is around 200 pounds from 290 approximate. So at around 280 I am in thanks because ten pounds takes away a lot of the bloat and if there was a large man on the show it was Fred.

As for Wilma I happen to have an aunt by that name and she is the price of great rubies.

As for open doors those happen in wellness of life and they happen first here in the sense of announcements of what is happening in the spiritual world even if that seems an odd thing to say. Just remember it and come back here or on my other site www.joelakin.com to see what is happening out there.